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Well, I'm not too sure how many people will see this post... But think I will just blast everything here.

Today has been the lowest morale in my life... today is my formal observation, and I really prepared it to my best... i have factored in every thing that is possible but still... Teaching is really not easy... it really takes two hands to clap.. so what's the worst case scenario? well think i might have to sacrifice $60,000 for my happiness. Damn, the students... damn it all... how i wish i'm their bloody parents and gonna whack them hard and smash their head down hard until their skull break...

New Year, Nice People

hmm.. its the first post of 2010. Over the past months, Jan and Feb, I somehw get to noe a lot of nice ppl.. didnt noe there are so many nice ppl in this world... it juz make the world nicer:) I received a lot of help from many ppl and many of them are veri significant... so it only there's something I could repay them.. B4 i forget, those who have helped me a long way... Prof Yong, the nicest person you can have, think he will be my role model for the next few years to come, all my NIE classmates... all my NIE seniors..... and of cos all my other NIE colleagues... somehw it makes me feel in place.. haaa... good feeling man:)

So have been planning of what sch to go for my practicuum and future permanent posting... have discussed this wif a few frens and prof cos its a hard decision to make sia... primarily I want to climb as fast as possible up the corporate ladder, so JC is a good choice, but however I love the bond and trust that forms btwn a sec teacher and the students as JC teacher mostly teach and forget the students.. not so much of a bonding due to the lecture and tut style... so got an enlightenment and yes the one tat has the best of the both world would be IP (Integrated Programme) schools, those that skip O lvl and direct to A lvls. Like that I can have a lot of time wif the students as well as no problem climbing the ladder... But 1 glance at the IP schs in SG... I guess only 1 of it I'm interested in.. or maybe juz 2.. the HCI and NJ... hmm.. guess both oso not easy to go in... looks like I hav to start practising some tear sheading and pitiful begging in the meantime to prepare myself to face the P:)

well... nevertheless its still too early to say anything.. let mi enjoy my life first:)

Yoosh... Finally Draw Finish.. Yipiee

This is the drawing of the character - Nagisa, a female lead character from the anime Clannad:) I finish watching the anime abt 6 months ago but only until recently then hav the urge of takin up my pencil to draw... hmm... it has really been a long time since i last drew... the last time was in shanghai ard june 2008... so this piece would be for 2009 and would be my cover for my file when go to sch for my NIE...:) cheers... Time taken: 6 hours......

Yeah this would be the start... the outline sketch of the head:) haha notice the hair stalk is shaded... the rest remain unshaded... cos too tired to shade the rest so went for a afternoon tea break...lol:)

hmm.... after the tea break i'm more recharged so there goes all my skill.... this would be the completed shading of the head... looks not bad mah....:)


next comes the upper part of the body... of cos would be the rough outline of the body first:) then hav to recharge my batt for my camera cos the batt run out.. if not cant take any more pics...

hmm... then i started to shade the scarf at the back... think i super tired le... reshade this part for quite many times.......

hmm.... finally finish shading the upper part of the body.... hav to go for my dinner makan... too hungry le.... looks quite satisfying... later then giv an overall final touch up.....

back from dinner and for the final stretch of the maraton.... the outline of the skirt.....:)

and YES!!! the skirt is finally shaded.. all job completed.... in time for nap:)


the final overall view of my masterpiece... yes... super coolz sia:) double cheers!

New Year New Hope New Beliefs....New Aspirations

May there be HOPE:) Cheers.

Credits: Deviantart by LullabyOfLilly

Its definetly Edible but Swallow-able?????

too cool to swallow??? but it does taste not bad.. (feedback from those who hav eaten....) personally i only tasted the "pad" not the "condom"....lol:)

haha these sweets of cos cannot be found in SG:) it came from taiwan:) but highly recommended to eat after meals... otherwise u will find ur appetite going heywire....lol:)

haha ok next shd i blog abt my future dreams...??? think probably not... cos gotta wake up tmr at 6 plus on a SUNDAY!!! cos hav to go RT(Remedial Training) at Khatib Camp...lol:) but I do get paid for that...lol:)... ok go sleep le..... zZzZz XxXxXx ZZzZz XXX

Good and Ex Makan

hmm... haha juz had a good to excellent dinner last nite.... but guess its a bit ex tat its has set the overall second highest record for my dinning history... the highest being at the Line restaurant which cost S$100 plus per person but the Line is the buffet style so still ok... for ala cart the Jumbo Seafood restaurant would be the most ex so far:) haha but the food its simply too cool and super good:)

So we ate our dinner at Jumbo Riverwalk near the clarke quay:)

yeah here's the 1st dish on the table... its some sashami... errm think the full name for it would be the geoduck sashami... its juz taste wonderful... super good and in fact better than all the salmon sasahimi i eaten... nice start of the meal:)


then comes the second dish that i ordered cos i cant eat crabs... so guess hav to order something else to fill my stomach other than beer:) so this would be the scallop dish.. there's a total of 6.. but the other 2 is already in some1 else stomach...lol:) guess the food is too good or they r too hungry... so my hand has to move faster than their mouth next time...lol:) btw this is another of my fav... i juz lov scallops:)

hmm... here's the third dish... it comes in 1 big bowl then its served into 4 servings for us all... of cos its the prawns... hw can we miss out the prawns in a seafood restaurant?...lol:) so this is the drunken prawns... juz by looking at it, sq already in drunken state.. even b4 the prawns were eaten... and yup the soup for the prawns is XO.. taste wonderful and is a good blend:)

hmm... this is actually the 5th dish... the 4th dish as usual my hands r full on the prawns... so no chance to take the 4th dish... anw the 4th and the 5th dish is similar.. which i cant eat oso... the 4th is the black pepper crab... from the feedback of those eating... it taste veri good and oso similarly this 5th dish of the day... chilli crab... haha i get to taste the sauce with the buns... the sauce is way superb... so can roughly imagine hw the crab would taste like......

and so here's the 6th dish but not the last dish yet... this is the crispy baby squid... errm to mi it taste like fried ikan billis.... so not much appetising for mi.... luckily this is the 6th not the first dish... but still the dark thick sauce (nt in the pic) tat accompanies it for dipping makes this baby squid taste alright:)

Then of cos we hav our last dish, fried noodle in seafood gravy. The pic is oso nt taken cos probably i enjoying my Heineken beer till i forgot to take the last pic:) O.. the noodles is oso simply tip top standard... the noodles r cooked juz nice till they r not too soft and yet retain the crispyness... and accompanied by the seafood sauce... it juz too good to be true:)

And so that would end our "memorable" dinner...lol:) and here would be the break down of the meal.. overall its still quite worth it:) Cheers...

and off to JB....:)

So Long Yet So Fast.....

Time Flies.... well... it again has been some time since i last blog... taking a look at some of my other frens' blog... them seem super intact:) nth has changed... well.. so mi oso got a bit bored abt blogs... so got a quick refresh bg for my own and removed some of the stuff....



yeah btw this is my free starbucks coffee on the 3rd dec:) haha thx shiqi for the lobang:)

hmm.... next i shall freely blog from now onwards... regarding anything i feel or i saw or i hav been thinking... guess teacher hav to maintain a blog for themselves cos they would be too busy remembering so many things... like the names of the students... class activities and bla bla.. so guess for personal stuff its best blog within here to help mi remember...

so lets start off with something inauspicious...lol:) well several things happened and i oso wondered into my own life.... do i really live tat freely? is there any boundaries or limitations to my own life? wat controls my own life?? so.. after hearing the news regarding a plane explosion in the pudong airport while i was inside the SIA plane in the same airport at the same timing... this well... can only say a flick of luck ba... perhaps my life is not destined to end and god wants mi to suffer more...lol:) then comes the suicide or the accident case tat i happen to witness at the woodlands bus interchange... well not too sure if its suicide or accident... apparently a dead body was covered in white with 5 police cars/vans blocking the victims from public view... guess life is too short... hav to treasure every moment... so regardless of wat... a sad day or happy its still a day... might as well make it a happy day....

hmm... wat else... mi oso went for a super last min plan to go shanghai... probably b4 i start ur permanent job... i want to recollect all my beautiful memories. b4 plunging into hell...lol:) so book a ticket on mon and immediately flew on tues and come back on sat...lol:) cos its a last min thingi... so i manage to secure a super good deal wif SIA.. haha juz keep refreshing the page and the price drop from 1000 plus to only 700... hmm 30% off yeah:) so ate a hell lot in shanghai.. i love the weather man...:)



(above is the pic taken when i went to siling pri to present to the pri students for their sci week.... of cos muz thx to the help of jj and the students... if not it wont be a success..) ... and of cos for those who dunno i signed the MOE teacher agreement contract on the 21st NOV 2009... so officially i'm a teacher... ready to be put into the NIE wok to stir -fry..... wonder would there be any chio bu in NIE?? hopefully there's some... oh haha juz to blog it down for myself to rem in the future... mi attended a church sharing session/activity with a fren of mine... she's quite nice and helpful... and the session is veri entertaining... but guess i wont be gg in the future... cos its too far.....lol:) unless she got car or she accompany mi... else its really a killer to travel so far... guess she's super into the activities so she can take the long hours of travelling...haha:)

hmm.... now wondering shd i go back to canberra sec for the dec meeting??? afterall i wont be in the sch next year... but i'm officially still paid for my salary and is still attached to the sch... well.... guess maybe i go back to take a few more pics with my colleagues:)



well the standard shanghai nite view at the nanjing dong lu... cool view and super cooling weather...



and of cos the dong fang ming zu..... haha its so close to my hotel tat i can view it from my hotel window:) and of cos the hotel is super ex... but is of good quality service... lol 4 star with ppl halping mi to open cab doors and every other door u can see... so cool... the room is super comfortable.. so shiok:)



hmm... this is the wan bang du shi hua yuan... the place tat i cant possibly forget in my life... cos i slept at this condo for more than 6 months.... haha attachment days.. (revisited) the shops hav changed... the bao shop has gone and one of the minmart is oso gone.... but the massage is still there.. and of cos i went for the massage.. needless to say rite?...lol



the back view of my condo.... i actually smuggled in thru the security guards...lol... and went to my block... saw the envelope box... blk 76 #13-01.... haha it still unlocked as usual...lol:)








hmm... this is the ex ex ex dim sum restaurant... its the ding tai feng... but in shanghai... actually its super good... all the on9 reviews i done b4 gg there says its a muz die go place... and indeed its delicious... the dim sum is of top standard... think i spent abt 180RMB ard S$37 for 4 different types of dim sum with 5 pieces in each..... quite cool for my wallet...:)




and of cos my try their mac.... this is the GRILLED mac chicken... not like the SG fried one... so it really tast so much jucier and more shiok flavor.. "black pepper" my favourite,... yeah



then comes the road side dish... its the shou jua bing... cool man... i ordered my usual... its like prata with egg plus baecon plus cheese and with sweet and spicy sauce.... manzz y i feel hungry when i'm typing all these.....





ahh... finally its not food.... its the standard metro... but with everything in the world... not juz clothing... food... tv... appliances... raw meat... wet market and bla bla inside one big place... excellent place to buy all the tibits i need to get back in sg:)







ah juz b4 i took the SIA plane back... i hav this kfc breakfast at the airport... its the pork burger... taste soso... perhaps cos i'm leaving back for sg... so my taste bud some how not functioning..... and yeah tat would be all... next time next year in june its korea cum thailand....:)

Wow... what a surprise....

hmm.... today pop into woodgrove sec for some N7 science sharing... and to my amazement i saw my sec chem teacher.... time really flies... its already more than 10 years since i last saw him... and he actually transferred from fuchun sec to siling sec.... haha cant imagine a teacher greeting his own teacher in a science conference rite? think he oso super shock to see me... but guess he dun actually quite rem me... lol (which is a normal thing... cos i not super pai kia type in the school... so not so outstanding)... but nevertheless seeing him reminds mi back the old days of hw he taught me chem... and as a chem teacher myself today... i miss his teaching mtds... although its "old" version... not as high tech driven but its veri effective...:) hmm... hopefully i get to see my bio teacher... think she will be even more surprise to see mi teach bio:)

Too Happening.....

So many things has happened in the month of september... although my most luckiest birthday in life falls in this year at 090909 but juz a day after tat, mi spent 100 bucks on cab fee.... cool rite... hopefully it turns out to be a worthwhile... it could be my last and only chance...:) while then today survive on a cup of milo from 6am all the way till 6pm.... again too coolz.... almost feel like dead zombie.... but it was a fruitful day...:) haiz... and I can feel more problems are approaching my way.... hopefully the great saviour comes and pull me out of all the troubles.......*pray *pray :)