Ms Gayatri !!!

yeah its my sec form teacher oso my math teacher....haha oso muz thx to her tats y my maths become so power:)...... a bit sad mi cant make it for this sat full class gathering... cos got some GIP thing to settle.... haiz... hope i still can get the photo of the gathering this sat... yeah cheers to my great teacher:) wish all my sec sch frens all their best....

Another Drawing....

Attempted Drawing of lonewolf...haha its a bit tough cos the paper that i drew on is very smooth type, so all the pencil marks and shading is easily "smudged":) took mi 4 hrs to finish.... haha 1 of my fav pics....
PS. onli the last pic is taken using my 8 megapix cam, the rest r taken using my normal hp:)

yeah...think my "expt" is failing......

hmm..... this is the 50th post for my blog....haha sounds rather significant....indeed this 50th post is significant in my life....cos it has juz confirm smth in my life....well....mi is rather sad at the moment....think could be the wrong thing at the wrong time ba.... but well back again... mi is rather optimistic de... i rather myself suffer than to see others suffer...well at least i hav tried....maybe not my best.... cos the expt never went to the end... halfway through its already "destroyed".... so anyway... life hav to move on.....and yeah cheers to Reeve[LW]:)

haiz...virgo is a very self-sacrificial group....lol:)

Long time no see.....

yeah...today bumped into 3 of my old frens...alvin, edward and phillp:)...hav a good chat wif them and tok abt the past days in sec school.... quite surprised to hear wat my other classmates are doing...some selling insurance....some still studying....some working at the immigration... haha have a good recalling session of the past....juz noe tat my form teacher is becoming the principal...haha 1 dae shall go disturb disturb a bit...:)...haha fond of the old days... hmm recalling back...its has been 10 years since we first met each other... time really flies...and guess mi oso getting really old...haha:) hope can meet more of my old frens:)

PS..dun find mi for insurance....mi already broke le hor....lol:)

GIP - Shanghai Here I Come !!!!!

yeah...finally after going through numerous interviews and tough competition...finally got the chance to embark on the GIP (Global Immersion Programme) - China, Shanghai.....mi will be flying off to beijing on 2 Jan'08 at 9.30am....then we will be playing there for 4-5 days, playing with snow( yeah its my first time experience wif real snow:) ) b4 we fly to shanghai to meet the rest of the GIP ppl.....

well its a work cum study experience abroad for 22 weeks or rather abt 6 months, hmm...so guess gonna miss a lot of things....esp singapore food and of cos my frens, soulmates and die die buddies:) haiz...dunno y very nwadays mi tend to appreciate daily stuff...(think i took them for granted...) haha like one morning eat carrot cake for breakfast...then thoughts will be like gonna miss carrot cake....haha...then shower halfway realise its indeed veri convenient in singapore to hav electric heater system...at shanghai its gas powered.....but all these differences will bring abt the exciting experience...cos wats the pt of going to another to another country if everything is similar or identical to singapore...:)

well...mi is attached to Givaudan (Shanghai)...its a chemical flavoring and fragrance company:) haha the Givaudan in Singapore is located in Woodlands where i stay lor....:)....hmm haha think mi gonna stuggle a bit wif my chinese in Shanghai.... a bit turn off to see so many chinese words....haha:).....hmm...think mi gotta complete a 14 days of volunteer work in Shanghai oso as part of the terms in the Temasek scholarship...haha wondering wat volunteer work would i be doing....is it some english teaching course??....lol:)

oya mi will oso be suspending my local hp number when i'm in china, so guess the number will be inactive for 6 months....shit sounds like a lot of things to do....:) haha there's so many things to say...but guess this entry is getting rather long....till the next blog then i tok more abt coral(if possible) and of cos mi will be taking a lot of photos in shanghai and uploading them to my blog...yeah...so excited to go play:)

Ice Cream!!! Prata!!!

yeah had ice cream today but it was wif prata!!....of cos... nidless to say mi got order my fav cheese prata.... there's one prata that my fren ate...it the tissue chocholate prata.....dunno y its called tissue... perhapa the prata is very thin ba....haha but it taste not bad.... but mi veri afraid of eating bananas....had enuf of banana prata....tot it sound cool....but the combined taste juz hmm....a bit off....lol:) hmmm.....come to think of it...think i still owe some1 ice cream....shhh....
lol:)

the tissue prata.....it looks good and taste not bad:)

the ice cream prata....haha the ice cream melting...:)

YES!!! my new MP3 player

finally after 2 months or izzit 3 months?? mi finally hav my mp3 player....a hardcore music lover like mi has been suffering for these 3 months w/o any music.... and the pain is nw over...and haha the earphones are back hanging over my neck again..... and this time this mp3 is ultimately slim....its the latest model of the ipod nano family....mi bought it for $348 which comes wif...of cos the player itself wif 8GB, a charger, protective screen cover, silicon soft cover:) and oya i bought it at SITEX:) finally it can accompany mi for my GIP days in shanghai:)...the sound quality is superb man:)

the comparison of the thickness of the iriver wif ipod nano:)


back shiny part of the ipod nano:)

the front part...its still charging:)

hope you can understand

one of my fav music....its set as the current bg music....
hope you can understand.......

作词: 方文山 作曲 :周杰伦

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里

这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋

还来不及仔仔细细写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去

这感觉 已经不对
我努力 在挽回
一些些 应该体贴的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪

这感觉 已经不对
我最后 才了解
一页页不忍翻阅的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美我不配

Happy like bird....:)

yeah... finally it has eased my worries for the GIP china when mi received the TF scholarship yesterday....haha:) finally can slp in peace...nw juz thinking hw to clear the 2 weeks of volunteer work in china plus hw to survive on 1 week of vegetables starting next week....:) hmm....think mi can efectively lose 5kg next week ba:)....lol

Jay Chou Newest Song....牛仔很忙

note: rem to off the background music.... u can off the bg music by scrolling all the way to the bottom and stop the music play:)

Temporarily Down.....

haiz...think nwadays is really veri busy.... is either assignments...or lab reports or tests or projects.... so guess this poor blog will remain very peace and quiet for a while.... probably until the last dae of exam, i.e. last week of nov then it will be revived again... guess by then mi will hav created a new skin and a totally different look for the blog.... it will be all 100% html coded by mi:) ..... nw not much time to do the coding....hav to wait.....:)

yeah the first is down...anymore going down?

yeah...muz congratulate mi for getting the rejection email from shell:) wa..think the shell group damn fucking efficient sia.... juz within 5 hours after my phone interview, then i receive the rejection email le.... haha but some hw i feel more happy receiving this email...oso dunno y.... perhaps mi is too optimistic ya:)

Chop Chop Curry Pork

ok chop chop....not much time to blog this.....here's the quick summary, my second treat for my bdae, then this is my er ge wif mi at pepper lunch for the treat...or rather can say is pepper dinner la.... then all of us go play pool, wif da ge, da sao, and my da ge's sis aka my god sis oso... the details can be found on my da ge's kel blog.... ok mi gtg zzZZZzz le.... still got interview tmr..... nid to slp and wake up to prepare for interview....zoooooom...off

There something i wanna say...but i cant.....

I wanna say something to her but somehw i cant.... juz cant..... can only wait.... wait lor.... but how long can I wait? by tat time will it be too late??? well...there's nothing i could do.... i juz cant say it...grr.....

Unsolvable Question...Can you solve it?

well....a few days mi hav a tok cork session wif my buddy, and nidless to say, its abt guys tok.... so in the middle of all the crap... mi suddenly realised smth.... tat actually gals are very hard to please....errm not as its difficult, but there's juz no logical explanation to everything.... well let mi illustrate this.....

suppose ur gf starts to cough...and u hav juz noticed tat her cough is a bit serious.... shd u (a)go to her and ask her if she's ok and offer to accompany her to see the doc? or (b)relax one corner and wait till her cough gets more serious then u bring her to see the doc???...... well at first look, obviously option (a) is the better choice.... well guess wats the respond tat the gal might giv when u choose option(a)....

guy: dear, u ok? u look a bit pale and has been coughing rather badly.... u wanna see a doc?
gal: "grrr".... y u always so jin zhang over small things....relax its juz a small cough...y worry over a small matter? and u always disturb and force mi to do wat i dun lov to do...and bla bla....( so she will begin to bring up all the past unhappy events and will start to complain.......)....
in the end she insisted tat she will self-medicate and dun nid to see the doc....but u wry abt her health and futhermore wats more impt than health??? then u will feel very heartache to see her coughing but even if u nicely ask her to see the doc...she will still insist on not seeing...and may even push the blame to u, saying u are reacting too much over a small thing..... well see the poor guy gets blamed for being concern.......

well so wat happen if u could rewind time and choose option(b)....nahz this cant happen...hw can rewind time de.... but suppose u could...the end-result is not veri good either...

guy: "saw" the gf coughing and knowing the option(a) result.... he decide to leave her alone first..
gal: "sob" my bf never care for mi de... mi is coughing and he doesnt even care to ask whether i'm ok anot... haiz... think this kind of bf no use de....(and so the poor guy this time round gets a cold shoulder from his gf.....)

well...guess there's simply no ans to this type of scenario.... guess u hav to "di gum" hope u kena the correct scenario and the correct respond....lol

my die die buddies.....

yeah... this is mi and my 2 die die buddies at vivo st some jap grill restaurant..... dunno wats the name of the restaurant le.... it was taken on my birthday.... mi is in the middle.... the one on the left is my da ge and the right 1 is er ge.... so anybody got any female frens can recommend my buddy?...errm sry...the da ge is already booked.... he not available....haha if not later the da sao kill mi.... errm the er ge still available:) any takers?

btw....the previous post was juz an analogy... it doesnt represent exactly the scenario.... cos mi is always LW.... if mi ever is attached, this blog will hav to change the background design le.... so mi lazy to change the design ya...lol:)

omg... wat shd i do......

never imagined my turn will come when i'm condemed by my frens.... yeah cheers...:) its a new record for mi....lol... by i still believe wat i do is correct... there's absolutely nothing wrong abt it... well guess i can try to illustrate this scenario using 5 frens, A, B, C, D and E. Well... suppose you are A(guy), you have 2 female frens, B and C, you are interested in both gals but knowinging u could only choose 1 so u choose B, then u start to show ur concern to B, pay more attention to B and devote out more time to B, but while all these are happening, u realise that ur fren D(guy) in the dark has been secretly interested in B for a long time, juz that this fren D has taken no actions as yet... and you and D are very very close frens, so when fren D noes tat u are wooing B, D gives up and gives u all the blessings.... and u can see tat ur fren D is very sad.... so then u carry on the wooing of B and fren D has no choice but to "giv up", however after some time u and B had a quarel because of fren C, so the tension btwn u and B got rougher and eventually broke up...... and following after some time u are seen together with fren C, (but seen together meaning you are juz seen more often ard fren C, but u have no intention of wooing C), so ur fren D upon knowing this, he still does not blame you for making him lose out on the opportunity of B and for all his sad days.... but fren E which is oso ur another close and oso a close fren of D does not see this.... fren E keeps telling D tat you are a "bastard" saying that u "snatch" away fren D's opportunity and some more giv up on the gal B and go for C.... so sort of trying to damage the very good relationship btwn u and D....

however from E's perspective/view pt... E's view is correct.... hw can u(fren A) took away other ppl opportunity and some more never cherish and break up....and worst seen with fren C.....

but from ur viewpoint.... there's this quarrel and no choice a breakup is imminent(unavoidable), and although the breakup is due to fren C and misunderstanding, but u really hav no intention to woo C after the break up.... juz suay ur path and C's path keep crossing....

so u sort of feel tat u dui bu qi fren D, but ur tat good fren, fren E keep psycho fren D that u r a condemn person.... and u r oso very close to fren E oso.... so since this fren E is oso a very close fren of urs...is his/her comment (all those condemn stuff) is really true and does it really reflects abt u???

so wat shd A do??
Option1. bo chap fren C onli? (to prevent further condemn? but u and C still nid to work together often...).... Option2. dun bo chap the innocent fren C and fuck care ur good fren E's "comments".... Option3. isolate urself from C and de-fren E as well.... Option4... go and kill urself(presumely u are really the bastard...).....

haiz.....

A lot of thing to say... but not enuf time...

hmm.... aiya forgot wat to say le... too many things.... dunno hw to start sia.... basically, for the past few days, mi hav been feeling super upset...dunno to be angry or sad wif this best fren/soul mate of mine.... haiz... almost drop him/her into the condemn list... unbelievable rite? from a best of best fren or soulmate can straight away appear in the condemn list.... but cant blame mi oso... tat fren sort of "betrayed" mi.... haiz some more is a veri close fren... so dunno to be angry or sad... well think as for nw... mi still carries a bit of doubt for this fren.... haiz... of cos nidless to say, he/she is juz a normal fren nw... hope it wont degrade further into the condemn list... cos once in the condemn list means forever condemn.... no chance to revive.... haiz.. mi oso try not to condemn ppl... but dunno y nwadays mi becoming less optimistic le.... probably cos of academic stress or think is the result of the action of this fren tat change mi to be a less friendly person and more cruel person ba....

well enuf of this fren... go to the happy things first.. first muz thx all my frens for the birthdae wishes, presents, treats... although mi seem to hav a net gain of 100 plus bucks..(unexpected), dun wry mi will treat u all back for the second feast.... and ya cheers to my da ge...haha the da sao not bad.... think can get along quite smoothly....

hmm.... think mi oso running out of time... oya btw.... think u all will be seeing mi less often on msn... cos mi rather busy.... but mi still can see u all..lol... cos mi is mostly on appear off9 mode...:) think will onli be free and relax once the 1 week break comes... oya the jolin album coming out izzit? i dunno abt it... mi sort of lose tracks of the music industry... but i noe the jay chou album coming out... or has it already came out? alamak think nid to catch up on the music stuff... ok cya all:)

y izzit like dat?

aiyo... dunno wat i'm doing this few days... hav been doing the wrong things at the wrong time.... think my personality start to be kena condemn by others le... better wake up before i appear in the condemn list....

and as usual... fri nite after school is my unwind time... but haiz see the alvin's email will remind mi back tat there's a busy weekend waiting for mi.... well initially tot of jotting down all the shit tat hav to be done b4 mon on a piece of paper... but guess its the same it i list it here... haha so can stress every1 oso:) and so this long list goes....

-lab report...(the standard damn shit every week, this time round is 10 person in a group... but 5 person subit 1 report.... but we haven decide when to meet.... guess every1 is veri busy ya...)

-CH4241 hw assignment...(this 1 is graded lor... cant play play... this is a regular shit oso.... everyweek hav to do this assignment... haiz haven even read the tut.. think i haven even printed it....)

-CH3010 hw...(this is worst... this stupid module nid to use everything tat we hav learnt from year1 to year3 currently.... and when i mean everything... its really everything.... all the thermo knowledge... and all the chem rxn kinetics... all the programming stuff... cos nid to code ur mini project sia... damn... still got this mini project.... btw back to the main thing everyweek got presentation on tut qns...and every grp will kena 1 qn.... AND the qn not easy lor... nid to apply all ur previous knowledge...damn sianz.....)

-CH3001 assignment..... walao another assignment going to be due... shit lar... some more this module the TA mark so fierce de.... and the assignment is oso crazy 1....think its gonna be veri difficult...tats y the prof say can work in grps of 2.... idiot... where got so much time....

-EE40something.... cant rem the code... this is accounting... my elective... another disaster.... cos juz added the module at the end of the add drop period... so 2 weeks behind lecture... and as usual my style... elective will hav lower pirority...so i still haven even get serious down in this mod... think can prepare to SU le....sianz

-CH3041.... shit the prof lor.... this prof is a 100% slacker.... somemore put the test right after my birthdae... wan mi to suffer for my birthdae rite? and his assignment is totally out of this world de... the qns are damn tough.... 1 qn can take many many hrs to solve...its graded oso... but heng this shit assignment onli comes fortnightly.... so juz finish it this week... next week dun hav....

-and so many test are coming up sia.... the CH4241 everyweek oso got test... think the main tests are all appearing round the corner.... so IA ppl... feel fortunate tat u all are in IA rite?

ya mi heck care... fri night is for mi to relax de... so wont be doing anything.... until sat and sunday then chiong finish all the shit... haiz still yet to send my withdrawal email for the SCS.... think to busy le... hectic life sia.... ok mi go relax and unwind....:) so any1 finish anything already? muz let mi noe... so can copy ya....lol:)

Rush Rush

yeah manage to squeeze in 10 mins b4 lesson start to blog....lol.... errm dunno y this week everything so rush sia... got the unit ops assignment to finish and its damn tough.... then oso b4 this mi hav to come sch early to help my biao jie's fren's boss buy notebook... its the fugitsu notebook...veri the nice.... but sacrifice my sleep for the notebook... haiz tot my biao jie's fren is some chiobu but haiz... ok lah her looks decent... but is too old for mi le... she like 5-6 years older than mi... but her voice in the hp sounds rather sweet.... errm ok back to the main point... tmr got interview for the GIP thigi.... haiz the ppl no brain 1 sia... pick the interview timing in the middle of my lab sessions, then some more the venue so far.... geez man... oya mi has been living without music for the past 3 days le... life is damn tough without music.... then some more today a lot of ppl skip lecture... think left mi this poor soul hanging in school... no choice ya... got elective today, so cant skip the whole dae... ok think mi onli left 1 minute plus to go for my lecture, heng it juz downstair... mi nw at CITS...lol ... ok hope tonite can slp more than 4 hours.... damn tired....

How I wished she is dead....

super moodylise again.... guess its my complicated family problem, y juz cant my grandma dies.... dun be mistaken, my grandma loves mi a lot, but juz tat to prevent disaster (which already has a lot of disaster ongoing), she has to die, if not every now and then aku family will be in a havoc.... so after careful analysis, i still wish that my grandma would die asap.... guess i will make tat as my coming birthday wish, hope it comes true.... dun be mistaken tat i'm a cruel person, but if you are in my shoes, i strongly guarantee and believe that u will make the same decision as me de.... haiz... y am i borned into such a complicated family....

wish you would die faster!!!!!!!!!!

Am I doing the right thing?

haiz.... morale very low.... has been the lowest since sch started.... have been thinking whether wat i'm doing is right anot... everytime mi does this thing, mi will feel happy initially but sad eventually.... so wat makes a decision a happy decision? a decision tat will benefit the majority but will bring a downfall to urself or is it a decision tat benefits urself but leaves the majority alone?

so if u will me, would you choose a path tat will benefit urself and neglects others or a path tat is self-sacrifising but brings joy to the majority? haiz so till this moment and all along... me has been taking this self-sacrifising path.... should there be a halt to this? should i change my path at this point of time?

so i tried to drown myself to forget all these but me not enough money to buy so many beer to drown myself so no choice can onli do it with root beer.... but drink so many root beer le still dun get drunk... hw?.... nvm got the whole weekend to drink finish all my root beer...

btw... my msn nick will hav different modes, mode1,2,3.... mode1 is quiet and low profile in progress... mode2 is the standard mode u see mi in sch.... mode3 is the havoc and vulgar mode.... in addition theres modeS which means sad mode.... find it a bit weird tat mi is having all these crap thingi rite? well mi is a complicated person from the start.... haiz juz let mi die... y still nid to giv mi 4 more years to live? y cant straight away take all my remaining 4 years of lifespan away?....

haiz
haiz.....

Dun play play...Its Real

hmm...... for those who has been downloading animes, please becareful on wat u are downloading, think it would be better to check your anime against the list provided by the AVPAS, Anti Video Piracy Association Singapore, to see whether the anime u are downloading is licensed anot, if it is, better stop now.... cos the AVPAS together wif another company the ODEX are tracking those ppl who are downloading licenced anime regardless of when u download, wat platform you are using to download or which ISP you are using.... so wat happens if you happens to get caught... well the fines would be abt $10,000 per article and/or a 5 year jail term, so if you hav downloaded bleach and Black Cat, then it will be $20,000 for you regardless of hw many episodes you have downloaded for each.... well this is true not play play one or not a scare to frighten you all... as below are the attached scanned registered mail that has been sent to my home and was to be fined $10,000.... well so becareful wif wat you all are downloading.....(Appendix C is the evidence tat they had on ur illegal downloads with the date, time, platform, anime, the episodes, ISP tat u hav used for the offence)....btw... there are NO warning given or any warning letters issued... Appendix is the list of licenced anime... too many pages to scanned le... so the list is exactly the same ast the one given at the AVPAS web page at http://www.avpas.com.sg/AVPAS_Authorized.html

haiz...though mi is the not the culprit but guess the singnet connection will be terminated wef next week.... so guess you all may not see mi on msn anymore, but however still can sms mi ya:)

(click to enlarge)

Global Immersion Programme (GIP)

hmm... after giving several thoughts think mi hav decided to apply for the upcoming AY2007-2008 sem2 Global Immersion Programme (GIP).... guess it will be beneficial to my future career and oso will giv mi more exciting experience and challenges and oso can widen my knowledge.... some more stats hav shown that GIP graduates earn much more and has a higher chance of employment... so y not giv it a try....... hmm... heard from victor that GIP china is offering several chem company like Sulzer, Givaduan, Emerson and Shering Plough.... so guess its not tat bad after all... and heng that the report is to be written in english... phew... if it is to be written in chinese think i confirm can visit the yellow river and jump right into it:) hmm... so who's interested to pei mi go GIP... well actually still got other GIP like GIP(India), GIP(Vietnam) and GIP(France)... but aku dunno french... go there sure mati:) ok think the closing date for the application is 17th August... hmm so still got time to ponder a bit and gather some info.... oya if any1 of u happen to be in any GIP nw can drop mi some valuable info? thanks:)

My whole process of anime drawing....(my best memories)

yoz... this is the video aku made from all the pictures tat i hav taken during my drawing of saber... the details may not be tat clear because it is taken wif my N73 phone... limited megapixel.... think a video is easier, better than uploading all the pics and flooding the whole of the blog:) and so mi compiled all the photos...added some words and the fate stay night music and uploaded it onto youtube... oya... REMEMBER to off the background music b4 u play this video, the background music is located at the very bottom of this page:) Cheers

Sick Wolf....

nahz... lately veri sick.... keep coughing.... got many things to blog but guess all hav to wait till my body gets better..... think this cough is a bit stubborn.... normally a cough wouldnt do much to mi....usually in one day my body will heal and recover by itself, dun nid medicine... but think this time round is kena spread by my dear bro and my mum... some more my bro cough veri fierce de... many days le plus medication still no use... haha mi endure for many days till recently think my defence finally broke down... so nw coughing lik crazy sia... hmm... too many things going on in my mind... think lonewolf gotta be flexible sia... *cough *cough.... ok think muz slp more le:)

Left the Sword

click to enlarge:)

Tough Work...

yeah... mi yesterday started to draw another pic of saber... this time is her front view... but alas think mi draw rather big... so think its gonna take me many hours to finish... guess would take mi 20 hours or more ba.... anyway here are some of the pics mi hav taken throughout my process of the drawing.. the shading of the body, the other half of the body and the sword tmr then draw... nw veri tired... eat and sleep first:) cheers!

Yeah...Its Done

yeah so happy to hav finish my masterpiece:) the fate stay night anime drawing:) btw the gal tat i drew her name is Saber... so if u wanna noe more about saber can go view the anime:) haha think this will be the best piece of drawing tat mi hav drawn so far.... think it would make an excellent cover page for my sch file... cheers:) oya below are the pictures aku hav taken (click to enlarge)... one at an angle... the other focused on juz the pic... Cheers!

Found my Lost Talent!

yeah today so happy:) aku finally found back my lost talent... mi hav not been doing it for many years le... think is around 10 years le... in the past aku was very pro at this... heng i never lost this skill:) in fact a lot of my frens, even my closest frens do not noe of my this talent... oso dunno y of a sudden hav this idea of trying out my this talent:)

haha take a look at the picture below (click to enlarge)... its not really completed... mi haven include the symbol, and its actually hand drawn by mi!!! (cant believe it rite??)... every single curve, single shading and every single line is hand drawn by mi:) haha took mi 4 hours to complete this drawing... still left the logo... to draw this not easy sia... draw until almost my hand gonna break... most dificult part is the hair... y cant gals hav simpler hair? so difficult to draw... took mi 3 attempts to erase and redraw the hair part:)

so guess when mi completed the logo then will upload the whole entire picture... u all can hav the soft copy if u all wan:) haha intend to use my drawing for my file design when sch begins... yeah:) cheers!

Fate Stay Night

hmm... mi hav finished watching another anime series, Fate Stay Night... well.... its an excellent anime and mi will oso strongly recommend you all to watch... dun worry its not a very long anime... mi 1 day can watch finish le:), btw its of a romance cum magic anime... well.... immediately after finish watching this anime, aku had many different feelings and thinkings.... at the very first... mi feel very sad... really damn sad tat the 2 of them cant be together... haiz... after which mi oso ponder about my this lonewolf thingi.... should i remove my this LW status, and start to do wat i should be doing??? haiz... if mi really is to remove my LW status, of cos tat will be great for mi:) but... wat can i do after i removed the LW status?? so wouldnt it then be better for mi to remain as LW so i wouldnt hav to think so much.... though its true tat being a lonewolf would make me more happier where mi would not hav to worry and think of so many problems... but without a coral, life would oso be less cheerful from the another point of view....

haiz.. mi already miss an opportunity once... should i miss it again?? a lot of my close frens oso started or rather long ago had began to advise mi to start my move... but mi juz cant move.... my legs kena glued to the floor... haiz... so hard to explain.... well... its not an easy thing for mi ya... mi feel so powerless... but well... guess its better to think of this some time later... nw my head is getting veri big and headache le...

so if any of u feel very sianz at home and feel lik nothing to do and interested to watch this anime, mi can gladly share this anime wif u, juz sms mi or tag mi can le:)

Finally:) Cheers.

yeah... finally mi can return to my normal lifestyle.... hav been living on a hardcore gamer life these few days... haha so nw finally finish my xbox360 game: Ghost Recon2 - Advanced Warfighter:) yeah its really an excellent game... be it in terms of graphics or bgmusic or game play or the storyline.. all are simply 5 out of 5 stars rated... really had a real good and fun time these few days... oso jio along a few frens to play wif mi... we enjoyed every minute and they oso say the games rocks man:) next time got any excellent game muz recommend mi ya:) All are welcome to my house to play wif mi:) yeah:)

hmm... haha this is the 21st published blog entry on the 21st of the month... sound a bit too coincidence ya? haha think my 21st curse is gone or perhaps its building up till the august the 21st when tat dae is her birthdae and the worst thing will all unleash on mi again?? hmm...
wondering whether she got kena any disaster on the 9th of sept.... hmm... guess 1 dae hav to check it out...lol:)

Chionging....chiong ar...

hmm.. yeah mi juz managed to chiong finish a serial drama... tittled sword stained with royal blood... well for those fans of jin yong... u all may hav heard of this title.. well generally its an excellent drama wif lots of dramatic fightings:) ah ha.... think mi oso gonna start on an anime tittled fate stay night... think this is one of the few popular anime out there... and its my fren who introduced mi to this anime.... haha but mi haven start to watch this anime yet... too tired of chionging so many stuff... still got many other important things to do.... guess when i'm a bit more free then go and watch.... btw here are some of the pics of the drama and the anime... enjoy:)

Lonewolfz's Grandma comin.... Disastrous....

omg.... this time is gonna be a headache for mi.... the days tat lies ahead will be very rough sia... well think from this coming sat onwards, my grandma is gonna hav a permanent stay at my house... well its not tat aku dun like my grandma... its juz tat of a sudden to hav an extra person moving ard in the house will make mi feel rather awkward or weird:) haiz... to make thing worst... aku grandma is the most arrogant and oso a damn bias person u can ever find on earth todae.... hw i wish she's not staying wif us :( .... but guess it cant be help sia... my family tree of politics is damn complicated oso... and so aku will juz hav to make the best out of the worst case scenario... and guess me will resort to the theory of the animal game...:) .... where the elephant eat the tiger and the tiger eat the cat and then the cat eat the mouse and finally the mouse will topple the elephant... yeah... so i'm the mouse... and my grandma is the elephant:) wat lies in between will be my parents:) ... haha the good thing is since i'm the zhang sun (eldest grandson in terms of ranking)... and since my grandma is damn bias... so she will dote her zhang sun.... so mi will not be so restricted by my parents and will hav greater freedom....but the prob lies wif all my crafty gu gus... got 5 of them sia... they all try to create prob for my family sia... haiz... then my grandma oso dun quite lik my dad..:( haiz... then there are so many other probs btwn my dad and the elephant.... haiz... but in the long run... although there are some inconvenience, the mouse will still hav the net gain:) yeah... cheers:)

Sunbeam...Gosh:)

well.... its another fruitful and adventerous tuesday tat aku had yesterday.... so many things had happened during my volunteer work at SCS.... hmm... let mi see... hw should i begin.... ok.... yesterday think onli 2 out of the 5 volunteers turn up... the 2 inclusive of myself.... guess the other 3 volunteers all go fly kite le... oso yesterday veri windy meh? y they all go fly kite together?... leaving onli the 2 poor souls at SCS... haiz... but nevertheless the kidsread programme scheduled every tues had to begin... and so yesterday was my more experienced partner Jennifer's turn to lead for the day... this coming tues will be my turn to think and organise...haiz... and so even wif an experienced senior volunteer wif mi, things still go super heywire... and really and seriously muz expect the unexpected... and so yesterday story session was about some colorful blouses, and different colors associated wif it... the aim actually was to introduce the colors to them and familarise the children with it.... but apparently the children are not very interested wif the story...haiz pity my partner... and so the children keep running about... some banging their hands on the table... others run and jump about... some even snatch our volunteer's materials and started disintergrating them.... geez... if onli there's 1 children... of cos such things wont happen.... but there's 15+ over children and onli 2 pairs of volunteer's hands... hw to manage such a chaos? all these is still ok... the worst occurs when the reading part is over and we proceed to the activities tat Jennifer had planned... initially we prepared many photocopies of a picture of a blouse without any colors on it... and the original idea was to let the children cut the color construction papers and glue them on the blank blouse picture to decorate it... and so we were thinking is this feasible? wat if the children mishandle the scissors and end up injuring themselves... so we scrap the idea and change it to crayons instead... so nw the children juz hav to color the blouse wif the crayons.... think its safe? initially mi oso tot is safe enuf... but when the event actually implemented... a lot of unexpected things begin to unfold...

and so... it took 10 mins for the 2 of us to get the children sit down on a chair to start coloring... geez man... when i manage to get 1 rooted to the chair... another 1 stood up and ran around the room.... geez... so its damn hard to even start an activity sia.... but nevertheless after many attempts...cant rem hw many le... the children finally sat down... although still got 1 or 2 still running around, but heck care lah... the volunteer oso human leh... will run out of breath de lor... and so we chop chop start the activity cos a lot of time already wasted on the settling down part... then when they started drawing or rather coloring the picture... another disaster happens sia... the children fight among themselves for the crayons... alamak there are like 5 boxes of crayons, each wif lik 25 crayons in it... cant they choose another color to color first?... y muz all chiong at 1 crayon... and so the peacekeeper volunteers like myself hav to step in to tok crap and smoke some story to let them settle down... and when some children are abt to finish the coloring others are yet even started on a single color sia... and when those tat hav finished had nth to do... they started to throw crayons all around... errm they dun throw 1 by 1... their simply grab a bunch of crayons, stood on the chair and throw them around, worst is tat other children begin to folo this trend and started throwing... and so.... we hav colorful fireworks flying all around in the room... any1 interested to view this colorful fireworks? its a bit dangerous though... :)

and there was a time when mi was guiding them along wif the coloring... mi saw a rather mischevious kid.... sry ah his name has to be kept confidential... but anyways... he lik other children oso started to color the collar of the blouse... but he was a bit naughty... after he finish coloring the collar he started disturbing other children... well he started to use the crayon to draw the neh neh... the nipples... bra and some more saying it out loud... making all the gals sitting at the same table shouting here and there... geez man... to think he's onli 5 years old... then he started saying story lik... the gal... "pointing to the blouse" cut off the gu gu bird of a guy and paste it on her sleeve and so he start to draw the gu gu bird on the sleeve....lol:) and there again all the children will start to scream... walao this makes my eardrum gonna burst sia... anyway all the children there are 4-6 years old.... and so wat can i do?? never mind lor... juz let the kid entertain mi a while cos mi already tiredz out entertaining them.... then he started another crap.... saying if he writes a person's name together with a ghost drawing and then tearing the paper right across the part where the person's name is written, the ghost will come and find them at nite... and so this boy started writing the names of his frens and then tore the paper which he drew all the neh neh and everything... and so when the other children saw tat.. all started writing each other's name and tearing the paper apart... and there goes another paperworks in the sky... pieces of paper ended up everywhere... geez man...

haha guess this entry is super long... still got so many funny thing but is too much to enter all in here... but mi really had an eye-opener and a lots of fun there... so guess next time then i write more abt the activity tat mi gonna organise...definetly wont be anymore crayons... guess the best idea will be origami...its much more safer.. yeah:)

Camiseta Personalizada

must be thinking wat the title of this blog entry is talking abt rite?? hmm... actually mi was oso surprised to saw this in my blog:) so basically when i open my blog to see see, i discover some1 had actually posted a comment in the blog entry "The Recipe" and so mi was surprised and curious to see wat the comment is... and to my surprise again, the comment is of non-english... hmm... so i was wondering... o... there's actually a "special" fren reading my blog.... hmm... so it took mi a while to figure out wat language was this... and its portuguese i think.... haha guess tat portuguese fren oso interested in making cake:)... o... btw... he provided the link to his blog.... his blog was explaning on how to make a t-shirt!! and tats exactly wat the title of this blog entry means... and so mi hav posted the link to his blog under "frens link" in this blog.... guess its rather relevant for those organising FOC and any other camps coming up round the corner or u all can use it to personalise ur own t-shirts ya... sounds cool rite:)....

haha...hope the portuguese fren can understand english... errm guess he would nid a singaporean fren rather... cos the posts are not exactly in english... some are in singlish:) well... mi oso hav tried to translate the comments in portuguese into english and here in the next paragraph is wat it supposed to mean.....( u can view the comments urself and try to decipher it if you know portuguese language...lol:)

Oi, I found yours blog for google the well interesting one I liked this post to you. When to give of the one passed by mine blog, is on personalized t-shirts, shows step by step as to create a well personalized t-shirt way. If you I to want to linkar mine blog in its I would be been thankful, until more and success. (If you speak English can see the version in English of the Personalized T-shirt. If he will be possible add my blog in your blogroll I thankful, bye friend)

ok... so thanks to all who hav viewed my blog... hope u all enjoy it... btw if u all hav any blog links can always update mi so tat mi can post the link... yeah thx all and my portuguese fren...lol:) ok guess mi will update my blog slightly less often...cos mi is chiong-ing my games these few days:) cya all...

The Recipe

yoz... here's the recipe for both the cheese cake and the soft bun.... well the first 2 picture are the reccipe for the cheese cake and the last is for the soft bun.... enjoy:)

PS: click to enlarge the view:)