Cockroach Fantasy

hmm...ever heard b4 tat if u do see a cockroach, it would mean tat the world is coming to an end? ...well think most probably its a rumour... cos i saw the cockroach at my home 2 days back and yet this world is still suviving todae...lol... well this cockroach fantasy of mine really gave mi a damn tough time.... it started off when i was abt to turn in the night into my bedroom to slp.. then of a sudden... dunno from where a black thingi flew from my living room into my bedroom... at first i tot is some funny bee.... then upon a closer look... alas its a cockcroach sia... and so my natural instinct is to drive it out of my bedroom... if not hw am i gonna to slp in peace... and so mi started to drive the cockroach out of the room... but regardless of hw i try to drive it out of the room, it juz dun wan to exit the door, and so it juz keep running and flying around in my bedroom... make me chase lik hell up and down.. and sweating all over... geez mi was abt to slp leh.. and nw is sweating lik crazy... grrr... cos mom said cant kill any insects at nite.. so no choice cant use the insectiside... lan lan hav to manually "invite" it out of the room... and after 10 mins of running up and down.. mi had enuf... an idea struck mi... i decide to search for a transparent empty box to capture it and slowly toture it for as long as i want... hmm...mi sound rather sadist rite... guess no choice.... who ask the cockroach to disturb my slp first... and so mi got myself a transparent box and after a few mins manage to catch it... geez.. it isnt easy u noe.... cos it keep running up and down into small areas tat mi couldnt reach... lik under my bed.... on top of the ceiling... on top of my curtains.... geez...

and so when this little fugitive is being caught... mi decided to take a few pics of it using my hp... think the cockroach feel lik a famous pop star... having many pics and shots of it taken....grrr... and so here are the few pics of it....

oya i oso discover smth interesting about cockroach... tat if u actually do dare to eat it, it would taste very very tasty... and hw do u go abt cooking it... well u hav to use ancient methods like first capturing it in ur hands, then rip off its head and pull out it guts... only then u place the cockroach on top of a hot charcoal... and the wings of the cockroach would then be like the feathers of a bird which would slowly get heated up and meltz away.... well u may be thinking... hw come i knew abt cooking cockroach... well cos my mum is the 1 who cooks and captures the cockroach in her kampong days when she's still a child... and she told mi tat she has grown fond of playing wif cockroaches and cooking and eating them... and says tat they are very tasty... geez... heng mi never inherit this trait... futhermore mom says tat the shit of the cockroaches hav medicinal property!! and says tat they are used in traditional chinese medicine TCM to treat flu.... geez man...

think this entry is rather long... hmm so to sum it up... this little fugitive managed to escape... i oso dunno hw it escape... perhaps the box is uneven, i.e. it is tilt or bent to 1 side... leaving a lobang at the other corner... well guess next time it would bring its wife and children to pay mi a visit... but pls come in the morning hor... dun come at nite... i nid to slp one... and so any1 interested to eat cockroaches? mi can gladly be ur chef and ur cockroach hunter:)

A Double Blow

wa seh... todae early afternoon is the most crazy moments of the month.. and ya as usual its the subject registration again... haiz .... everytime got subject registration, mi would feel very stressed up and feel lik fighting a war sia... hav to keep track of every seconds and crazy finger clickingz... and so in the afternoon i failed to get into my desired class... haiz dunno y so sway... the stupid mio (Advice: Dun EVER subscribe to the singnet stupid mio)... always either hang or crash... geez.. and out of all my 5 modules onli 2 managed to get into the desired class... was feeling very sad and worried.... to make thing worst... i did not get into the desired lab class and while i was panicking lik crazy... heard others manage to get in... (damn tat stupid mio)..( most useless invention of all time)... furthermore when i open my email to prepare an email to mariyam to seek for help ... guess wat?? bad things juz simply love to come in pairs... i open the email and they said.. we hav looked into ur appeal and confirm tat the grades conveyed to you are correct.... geez.. make mi feel more dis-hearted... and haiz my tc appeal fail... guess the school juz needed money ba... so little $$ oso wan to cheat mi...grrr...

so i spend the next 30 mins or so desperately clicking and refreshing the page.. and thank god mi finally managed to get in the desired lab group... wa... the emotions and feeling at tat time was a drastic change... and in the evening thx to our friendly cbe mariyam, mi managed to add the remaining 2 modules... and yeah nw everything is in the right place...:) xcept the stupid appeal... *peace :)

So funny...

haha... mi nw at this moment is at the sch's library...hai~ hav to go down and appeal for my tc results...geez... but on my way saw a lot of funny things.. keep laughing ang giggling all the way... as today is the start of intersem T and there's a lot of freshies who attended courses for the first time in NTU... think those are the guys who are allocated modules while in the army even before their year1 term starts in august...

so mi was walking along North spine... keep seeing those new freshies looking at the directory board.. and so mi pause and take a look at them... haha saw they all look very blur...keep staring at board... some more the NTU directory board is cmi de.. they never include a lot of details... think the freshies are lost and desperate in looking out for their tutorial room...lol.. then i heck care them.. cos guess they hav to learn the way themselves... so I begin walking towards the library... then there's another freshie even more funny... think he was walking wif his N95 phone.. supposing searching for the online NTU street directory... so he was looking deep and engrosed into his N95 phone for the direction... then alas he walk until he bang into one of the directory board.. u noe ah.. those boards tat stood out in the path from no way... so he juz bang straight into the board and drop his N95 on the ground in the process... o... so this time i approach him and ask him if he nid any help... and instead mi was shocked to hear from him tat he has been searching LT24 in the north spine... geez...

haha... of cos as usual mi pity his N95 phone.. so show him the way to the south spine... haha interesting to see blur looking freshies...:) cant wait for the main semester to start... then can see more lost souls wondering abt...lol

How I wished i'm a robot...

hai~~somehw i wished i could become a robot...where there's no need to feel sad...no nid to feel so troubled and worried...and best of all nid not feel hungry at all.... living in a world wif so many different emotions and feelings makes one feel lik a human but it could oso bring so much headache and sadness to a person.

hai~~ if i'm a robot... i nid not bother abt my feelings and my thoughts..hmm..feeling so confused and complicated...and ya...perhaps my frens are right...i'm a very complicated person...:)

Gonna MIA

hmm...juz cant believe it....nwadays everyday is so buzy....cant even afford much of a time to blog even..haiz...so many things to do...some more got exam coming...so think mi gonna declare myself MIA(missing in action) till 15th June....hmm...lately still been practicing magic...yeah my poker card magic has upgraded to a new level....card magic not easy lor...nid 3-4 hours of practice on juz a simple move...hmm...guess next time if got chance then show you all....now gotta start mugging...cos never SU the module...no choice..lan lan hav to chiong... I will be back:)

Ah ha, juz b4 i really go MIA, I chance upon this nice song...got introduced to it by my fren....and so uploaded it and had set it as my bg music....well this music describes a lot of mi though:)...lol

Singer: 杜德伟
Title: 天真
Lyrics:

爱你的心爱你的人
爱你在早晨爱你在黄昏
我无时无刻
无所不能的为你
耐心的等等你来疼
对你的爱一天天的加深
哪怕结果会残害我一身
火热的心水不熄风吹不冷
只希望能和你共度一生
我这个爱人有点天真
有点点愚笨
对爱没天分
爱你的眼神爱的天真
紧闭的双唇
只愿等你亲吻
想你的心想你的人
想你在早晨想你在黄昏
我无时无刻
无心无魂的想你
我愿意忍我是认真

Reeve's Cup magic

well....some of u may hav seen this trick before...haha its a simple trick which uses a simple science theory.... but mi practice a few times...if not will kena loophole:) so mi uploaded it on youtube...hmm...so the jest of it is hw come the red ball manages to pass through the metal cup every time??? well...there's nth special abt the cup though...the red ball oso nth special...and there's no special mechanism for the cup to open a hole for the ball to go through ya:)...btw the death-note notebook in the background is my bro's de...dun wry...wont write ur name inside de ya:) enjoy:)

Heartbroken

saw her pic on friendster.....
speechless.......
hope time will erase my memory.....
too sad to think of anyhing....

Refresh

hmm...think the bg music too saddening...hear le feel lik more sad...so changed the "would you be there" song to the S.H.E. song....well....if you all like the "would you be there" song.. i hav uploaded the song at this webby and you all can get it frm there.... http://www.filenanny.com/files/44f7b9c9f14e0/Would%20You%20Be%20There.mp3

yeah...at least this new song not so sad...

Deep feelings...sad

I met her today....she's still as chio as before...haiz...reminded me of my sad history....why... why...why has it to be like this...if only...if only i could turn back the clock i would hav definetly done the correct thing....regretting deeply...haiz the thing tat i hav regretted the most in my life...........

well... some of you may hav known her...(sry for those who's at the moment wondering wat the hell i'm toking)....cos my mind is full of thoughts so tats y this entry's wordings may sound a bit weird...but nevertheless i'm trying very hard nw to type out exactly wat i'm feeling and thinking....

well...initially i told my frens tat i hav already forgotten abt her...and ya oso no longer hav feelings abt her...but when i saw her today, it turns out tat i do still hav deep feelings for her....haiz...think it cant be blame...the first impression is the most lasting impression....think she's oso the one tat leaves the deepest happy memory in my life so far.....

it has been a few years since i last met her other than today....and till nw...years later i still had this sad feeling...tat i shd hav in the past treasured the opportunity...haiz and this sad feeling once again intensify in me today...

so...i met her today at the sports stadium...i was running my 5km as usual once every 2 days...but today went to the stadium earlier by an hour cos later still nid to go gym...then there i was at the stadium doing my warm up...then saw this gal wearing an AJ pe t-shirt..its damn obvious cos the colors are damn striking...(cos mi frm AJ previously tats y 1 look can notice it)....so i was wondering who's this chio junior of mine is...hmm...but still cant see her face cos she running and mi is still rather far away doing my warm up... then when i got onto the tracks and started running...i saw her but cant be sure its her cos u noe ah...running very shack leh...already so tired le hw to notice in detail?.....after i run finish le i sat down on the stairs at the stadium to cool down....then i notice tat she oso finish running...and she was walking across my view in front of me...haiz but alas she never notice mi...perhaps i was "invisible" ba....

so this kept mi thinking and sadden for hours....think is the past embarrasing issues tat happen tats y nw still embarass to say anything...haiz if only i had done the right thing many years back, my life will be so happy nw....everydae wif the coral.....haiz so...this sad feeling continues...then went to gym...and damn it... the stupid gym play the sad music background song...geez onli made mi feel even more sad... too sad to exercise so long and so left the gym after 10-15 mins...haiz wasted my $2.50 gym ticket...then went to eat my fav bandito meal at kfc...and guess wat...the stupid kfc plays sad music songs again!!...haiz y cant singapore be more cheerful abit....at least play some happy and cheerful songs to cheer up sad souls lik me mah?? haiz...it so hard to forget abt her.... sometime still wish i still had the chance...haiz but wake up la reeve... wats gone is gone....never come back le... *deeply regrets and sad.....

btw guess u all shd be very clever...can figure out wat i'm toking rite? so dun think i nid to describe so detail anymore ya...hope she doing fine....