y izzit like dat?

aiyo... dunno wat i'm doing this few days... hav been doing the wrong things at the wrong time.... think my personality start to be kena condemn by others le... better wake up before i appear in the condemn list....

and as usual... fri nite after school is my unwind time... but haiz see the alvin's email will remind mi back tat there's a busy weekend waiting for mi.... well initially tot of jotting down all the shit tat hav to be done b4 mon on a piece of paper... but guess its the same it i list it here... haha so can stress every1 oso:) and so this long list goes....

-lab report...(the standard damn shit every week, this time round is 10 person in a group... but 5 person subit 1 report.... but we haven decide when to meet.... guess every1 is veri busy ya...)

-CH4241 hw assignment...(this 1 is graded lor... cant play play... this is a regular shit oso.... everyweek hav to do this assignment... haiz haven even read the tut.. think i haven even printed it....)

-CH3010 hw...(this is worst... this stupid module nid to use everything tat we hav learnt from year1 to year3 currently.... and when i mean everything... its really everything.... all the thermo knowledge... and all the chem rxn kinetics... all the programming stuff... cos nid to code ur mini project sia... damn... still got this mini project.... btw back to the main thing everyweek got presentation on tut qns...and every grp will kena 1 qn.... AND the qn not easy lor... nid to apply all ur previous knowledge...damn sianz.....)

-CH3001 assignment..... walao another assignment going to be due... shit lar... some more this module the TA mark so fierce de.... and the assignment is oso crazy 1....think its gonna be veri difficult...tats y the prof say can work in grps of 2.... idiot... where got so much time....

-EE40something.... cant rem the code... this is accounting... my elective... another disaster.... cos juz added the module at the end of the add drop period... so 2 weeks behind lecture... and as usual my style... elective will hav lower pirority...so i still haven even get serious down in this mod... think can prepare to SU le....sianz

-CH3041.... shit the prof lor.... this prof is a 100% slacker.... somemore put the test right after my birthdae... wan mi to suffer for my birthdae rite? and his assignment is totally out of this world de... the qns are damn tough.... 1 qn can take many many hrs to solve...its graded oso... but heng this shit assignment onli comes fortnightly.... so juz finish it this week... next week dun hav....

-and so many test are coming up sia.... the CH4241 everyweek oso got test... think the main tests are all appearing round the corner.... so IA ppl... feel fortunate tat u all are in IA rite?

ya mi heck care... fri night is for mi to relax de... so wont be doing anything.... until sat and sunday then chiong finish all the shit... haiz still yet to send my withdrawal email for the SCS.... think to busy le... hectic life sia.... ok mi go relax and unwind....:) so any1 finish anything already? muz let mi noe... so can copy ya....lol:)

Rush Rush

yeah manage to squeeze in 10 mins b4 lesson start to blog....lol.... errm dunno y this week everything so rush sia... got the unit ops assignment to finish and its damn tough.... then oso b4 this mi hav to come sch early to help my biao jie's fren's boss buy notebook... its the fugitsu notebook...veri the nice.... but sacrifice my sleep for the notebook... haiz tot my biao jie's fren is some chiobu but haiz... ok lah her looks decent... but is too old for mi le... she like 5-6 years older than mi... but her voice in the hp sounds rather sweet.... errm ok back to the main point... tmr got interview for the GIP thigi.... haiz the ppl no brain 1 sia... pick the interview timing in the middle of my lab sessions, then some more the venue so far.... geez man... oya mi has been living without music for the past 3 days le... life is damn tough without music.... then some more today a lot of ppl skip lecture... think left mi this poor soul hanging in school... no choice ya... got elective today, so cant skip the whole dae... ok think mi onli left 1 minute plus to go for my lecture, heng it juz downstair... mi nw at CITS...lol ... ok hope tonite can slp more than 4 hours.... damn tired....

How I wished she is dead....

super moodylise again.... guess its my complicated family problem, y juz cant my grandma dies.... dun be mistaken, my grandma loves mi a lot, but juz tat to prevent disaster (which already has a lot of disaster ongoing), she has to die, if not every now and then aku family will be in a havoc.... so after careful analysis, i still wish that my grandma would die asap.... guess i will make tat as my coming birthday wish, hope it comes true.... dun be mistaken tat i'm a cruel person, but if you are in my shoes, i strongly guarantee and believe that u will make the same decision as me de.... haiz... y am i borned into such a complicated family....

wish you would die faster!!!!!!!!!!

Am I doing the right thing?

haiz.... morale very low.... has been the lowest since sch started.... have been thinking whether wat i'm doing is right anot... everytime mi does this thing, mi will feel happy initially but sad eventually.... so wat makes a decision a happy decision? a decision tat will benefit the majority but will bring a downfall to urself or is it a decision tat benefits urself but leaves the majority alone?

so if u will me, would you choose a path tat will benefit urself and neglects others or a path tat is self-sacrifising but brings joy to the majority? haiz so till this moment and all along... me has been taking this self-sacrifising path.... should there be a halt to this? should i change my path at this point of time?

so i tried to drown myself to forget all these but me not enough money to buy so many beer to drown myself so no choice can onli do it with root beer.... but drink so many root beer le still dun get drunk... hw?.... nvm got the whole weekend to drink finish all my root beer...

btw... my msn nick will hav different modes, mode1,2,3.... mode1 is quiet and low profile in progress... mode2 is the standard mode u see mi in sch.... mode3 is the havoc and vulgar mode.... in addition theres modeS which means sad mode.... find it a bit weird tat mi is having all these crap thingi rite? well mi is a complicated person from the start.... haiz juz let mi die... y still nid to giv mi 4 more years to live? y cant straight away take all my remaining 4 years of lifespan away?....

haiz
haiz.....

Dun play play...Its Real

hmm...... for those who has been downloading animes, please becareful on wat u are downloading, think it would be better to check your anime against the list provided by the AVPAS, Anti Video Piracy Association Singapore, to see whether the anime u are downloading is licensed anot, if it is, better stop now.... cos the AVPAS together wif another company the ODEX are tracking those ppl who are downloading licenced anime regardless of when u download, wat platform you are using to download or which ISP you are using.... so wat happens if you happens to get caught... well the fines would be abt $10,000 per article and/or a 5 year jail term, so if you hav downloaded bleach and Black Cat, then it will be $20,000 for you regardless of hw many episodes you have downloaded for each.... well this is true not play play one or not a scare to frighten you all... as below are the attached scanned registered mail that has been sent to my home and was to be fined $10,000.... well so becareful wif wat you all are downloading.....(Appendix C is the evidence tat they had on ur illegal downloads with the date, time, platform, anime, the episodes, ISP tat u hav used for the offence)....btw... there are NO warning given or any warning letters issued... Appendix is the list of licenced anime... too many pages to scanned le... so the list is exactly the same ast the one given at the AVPAS web page at http://www.avpas.com.sg/AVPAS_Authorized.html

haiz...though mi is the not the culprit but guess the singnet connection will be terminated wef next week.... so guess you all may not see mi on msn anymore, but however still can sms mi ya:)

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Global Immersion Programme (GIP)

hmm... after giving several thoughts think mi hav decided to apply for the upcoming AY2007-2008 sem2 Global Immersion Programme (GIP).... guess it will be beneficial to my future career and oso will giv mi more exciting experience and challenges and oso can widen my knowledge.... some more stats hav shown that GIP graduates earn much more and has a higher chance of employment... so y not giv it a try....... hmm... heard from victor that GIP china is offering several chem company like Sulzer, Givaduan, Emerson and Shering Plough.... so guess its not tat bad after all... and heng that the report is to be written in english... phew... if it is to be written in chinese think i confirm can visit the yellow river and jump right into it:) hmm... so who's interested to pei mi go GIP... well actually still got other GIP like GIP(India), GIP(Vietnam) and GIP(France)... but aku dunno french... go there sure mati:) ok think the closing date for the application is 17th August... hmm so still got time to ponder a bit and gather some info.... oya if any1 of u happen to be in any GIP nw can drop mi some valuable info? thanks:)

My whole process of anime drawing....(my best memories)

yoz... this is the video aku made from all the pictures tat i hav taken during my drawing of saber... the details may not be tat clear because it is taken wif my N73 phone... limited megapixel.... think a video is easier, better than uploading all the pics and flooding the whole of the blog:) and so mi compiled all the photos...added some words and the fate stay night music and uploaded it onto youtube... oya... REMEMBER to off the background music b4 u play this video, the background music is located at the very bottom of this page:) Cheers

Sick Wolf....

nahz... lately veri sick.... keep coughing.... got many things to blog but guess all hav to wait till my body gets better..... think this cough is a bit stubborn.... normally a cough wouldnt do much to mi....usually in one day my body will heal and recover by itself, dun nid medicine... but think this time round is kena spread by my dear bro and my mum... some more my bro cough veri fierce de... many days le plus medication still no use... haha mi endure for many days till recently think my defence finally broke down... so nw coughing lik crazy sia... hmm... too many things going on in my mind... think lonewolf gotta be flexible sia... *cough *cough.... ok think muz slp more le:)