This blog is currently down for upgrading.....

lol...I'm back to square 1 again

after 1 big round... i'm back to square 1.... haha but its within my predictions... so its ok:) the news may came to be very sad for me...but haha have been used to unpleasant days... so somehw it doesnt affect mi too much:) well at least i'm back to my original state... yeah cheers to LW status:)

if...forward???....got backward???

arrrr.....its been dunno hw many hours..... busy for the whole weekend.... so many things to do... especially when there FYP keep hanging in my mind... juz like a time bomb...lol:)

have been coding the matlab for the adv rxn tut.... haiz....it if loop and forward loops here and there.... think i used like 10 plus loops.... loop until I almost got lost in the loop..... haha then darren suddenly ask mi abt matlab coding.... and whether is there a manual to folo and whether I can lend him the matlab manual....lol... if there's a manual to folo wat to key in then I wont be lost in the loops:) haha so I told him only got F1 button and trial and error experience.... no manual de....lol

well there's oso another issue in my mind... but guess no point toking it now.... cos gotta go slp... if not tmr cant wake up early for the rxn lecture.... so sianz of sch.... where r all my buddies and soulmates and close frens???? lets go chiong.... and yeah saw the newspaper... the thai disco clubbing sounds rox!!!! who interested to accompany mi go???? I sponsor u all 25% of ur drinks!!!....lol:)

hmm.....maybe I shd jio my god sis there this tuesday.... since its her birthday.... but hopefully my schedule is not as packed on tues... ah shit... forgot wed morning got FYP...arrrghhhh...sucks!!!....lol:)

Yeah so shiok!!

haha for the first time in dunno hw many donkey years, finally my time table looks a bit more humane:) haha where lessons typically end ard 3pm and its like onli 2.5 study weeks....haaaaaa.... but got 1 super mafan thingi....the FYP!!! haiz tats y i'm now stuck in this library trying to find journals abt this topic.... aiyo trying to create 3D of that something when there's onli 2D possible in this world.... sounds challenging... but luckily its in my interest.... haha hopefully can find some breakthrough then dun nid to work and can earn big bucks by juz selling my discovery:)

Haiz although the time table is super shiok but its a bit crazy oso.... especially on odd weeks... where i go sch juz to attend 1 hour tutorial and spent 3 hours on the travelling to sch....geez:) haiz...tats 1 of the disadvantage sia.... haiz another would be miss out on my dear frens and coral... juz saw her today again... haiz somehw feels tat she's left alone....but wat to do?... think its still early in the semester, think by the mid of the semester things will change a bit... perhaps then it will be me then tat will be left alone...lol:)

haiz.....fyp ar... arr...saw kangman... tot he say he going home? hw come pop out at the lib? hmm....ok guess better stop blogging and get on wif my serious fyp stuff ya....serious work wor...lol:)

Nice guy? No more!!

think its getting me veri tired of being a nice guy... some times too nice others will take it for granted and think its better to be cold and cruel, think tat would suit my character better, ya think tat will be the way.... too noce onli myself will get hurt... y muz i be the one to receive everything n think so much for others... aiya juz think for myself can le.... makes my life simpler

cheers to my new character.

Haiz....dunno wat I'm doing:(

haiz.... dunno wat I'm doing.... some how everything I do nwadays seems wrong... this wrong tat oso wrong.... people losing confidence and trust in me... and turning from optimistic to pessimistic... haiz.... sounds a bit of a failure....

some times have to be serious.... cos when I joke at times, some ppl may take it as i'm serious... and haiz then will kena misunderstandings.... but some time too serious oso veri bored.... where's the balance? some issues others may take it lightly, some may take it veri seriously... some worst may even condemn u....well....

haiz..things juz cant be as easy and simple as I think.... simple things can lead to big problems... haiz..wat am I thinking??? think I muz be possessed by my "buddies"..... haiz whatever it seems... hope everything ends nicely... too angelic?? come on lah reeve... wake up... think in wonderland meh? where got everything end happily ever after de? kena condemn than got lor....

石欣卉 - 我知道我变漂亮了

[the song has been removed] [if u need the song, feel free to leave me a note:)]

hmm...this is the main song from 一切完美.... will be playing this music as the main blog bg music for ard a week b4 switching back to my original bg music.....

P.S. for free downloads and oso other related songs to the show...go
http://www.4shared.com/network/search.jsp?searchmode=2&searchName=%E7%9F%B3%E6%AC%A3%E5%8D%89

haha although I never watched a single episode of the show b4... i still find this song not bad... quite nice...:) haiz..if onli I have the time to watch the show hw good.....

Itssssssssss school againn...grr

haiz....y its sch again? really cant get used to sch life... think slack too much at shanghai le... first day attend lecture already fall asleep...lol:) haha but its great to meet up with some of my best frens and classmates... some 1 year never see them le...some 6 months... hmm...they all look same same still.... never changed much... all still got 1 head and two hands and two legs...lol:) was hoping to see some aliens....lol... life's too bored....

muz find some entertainment.... hw good if got psp... can play while I'm bored.... haiz see the lecture notes makes me feel veri stupid.... dunno too long never study or wat... some hw see the notes will get dizzy and lullabye.... and I miss shanghai too much le.... I wanna my ma la tang and most impt...where's my massage?????.... my body and joints aching le......

haiz...y throw mi so fast into reality...shd extend my IA for another 1 year.....lol:)