Left the Sword

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Tough Work...

yeah... mi yesterday started to draw another pic of saber... this time is her front view... but alas think mi draw rather big... so think its gonna take me many hours to finish... guess would take mi 20 hours or more ba.... anyway here are some of the pics mi hav taken throughout my process of the drawing.. the shading of the body, the other half of the body and the sword tmr then draw... nw veri tired... eat and sleep first:) cheers!

Yeah...Its Done

yeah so happy to hav finish my masterpiece:) the fate stay night anime drawing:) btw the gal tat i drew her name is Saber... so if u wanna noe more about saber can go view the anime:) haha think this will be the best piece of drawing tat mi hav drawn so far.... think it would make an excellent cover page for my sch file... cheers:) oya below are the pictures aku hav taken (click to enlarge)... one at an angle... the other focused on juz the pic... Cheers!

Found my Lost Talent!

yeah today so happy:) aku finally found back my lost talent... mi hav not been doing it for many years le... think is around 10 years le... in the past aku was very pro at this... heng i never lost this skill:) in fact a lot of my frens, even my closest frens do not noe of my this talent... oso dunno y of a sudden hav this idea of trying out my this talent:)

haha take a look at the picture below (click to enlarge)... its not really completed... mi haven include the symbol, and its actually hand drawn by mi!!! (cant believe it rite??)... every single curve, single shading and every single line is hand drawn by mi:) haha took mi 4 hours to complete this drawing... still left the logo... to draw this not easy sia... draw until almost my hand gonna break... most dificult part is the hair... y cant gals hav simpler hair? so difficult to draw... took mi 3 attempts to erase and redraw the hair part:)

so guess when mi completed the logo then will upload the whole entire picture... u all can hav the soft copy if u all wan:) haha intend to use my drawing for my file design when sch begins... yeah:) cheers!

Fate Stay Night

hmm... mi hav finished watching another anime series, Fate Stay Night... well.... its an excellent anime and mi will oso strongly recommend you all to watch... dun worry its not a very long anime... mi 1 day can watch finish le:), btw its of a romance cum magic anime... well.... immediately after finish watching this anime, aku had many different feelings and thinkings.... at the very first... mi feel very sad... really damn sad tat the 2 of them cant be together... haiz... after which mi oso ponder about my this lonewolf thingi.... should i remove my this LW status, and start to do wat i should be doing??? haiz... if mi really is to remove my LW status, of cos tat will be great for mi:) but... wat can i do after i removed the LW status?? so wouldnt it then be better for mi to remain as LW so i wouldnt hav to think so much.... though its true tat being a lonewolf would make me more happier where mi would not hav to worry and think of so many problems... but without a coral, life would oso be less cheerful from the another point of view....

haiz.. mi already miss an opportunity once... should i miss it again?? a lot of my close frens oso started or rather long ago had began to advise mi to start my move... but mi juz cant move.... my legs kena glued to the floor... haiz... so hard to explain.... well... its not an easy thing for mi ya... mi feel so powerless... but well... guess its better to think of this some time later... nw my head is getting veri big and headache le...

so if any of u feel very sianz at home and feel lik nothing to do and interested to watch this anime, mi can gladly share this anime wif u, juz sms mi or tag mi can le:)

Finally:) Cheers.

yeah... finally mi can return to my normal lifestyle.... hav been living on a hardcore gamer life these few days... haha so nw finally finish my xbox360 game: Ghost Recon2 - Advanced Warfighter:) yeah its really an excellent game... be it in terms of graphics or bgmusic or game play or the storyline.. all are simply 5 out of 5 stars rated... really had a real good and fun time these few days... oso jio along a few frens to play wif mi... we enjoyed every minute and they oso say the games rocks man:) next time got any excellent game muz recommend mi ya:) All are welcome to my house to play wif mi:) yeah:)

hmm... haha this is the 21st published blog entry on the 21st of the month... sound a bit too coincidence ya? haha think my 21st curse is gone or perhaps its building up till the august the 21st when tat dae is her birthdae and the worst thing will all unleash on mi again?? hmm...
wondering whether she got kena any disaster on the 9th of sept.... hmm... guess 1 dae hav to check it out...lol:)

Chionging....chiong ar...

hmm.. yeah mi juz managed to chiong finish a serial drama... tittled sword stained with royal blood... well for those fans of jin yong... u all may hav heard of this title.. well generally its an excellent drama wif lots of dramatic fightings:) ah ha.... think mi oso gonna start on an anime tittled fate stay night... think this is one of the few popular anime out there... and its my fren who introduced mi to this anime.... haha but mi haven start to watch this anime yet... too tired of chionging so many stuff... still got many other important things to do.... guess when i'm a bit more free then go and watch.... btw here are some of the pics of the drama and the anime... enjoy:)

Lonewolfz's Grandma comin.... Disastrous....

omg.... this time is gonna be a headache for mi.... the days tat lies ahead will be very rough sia... well think from this coming sat onwards, my grandma is gonna hav a permanent stay at my house... well its not tat aku dun like my grandma... its juz tat of a sudden to hav an extra person moving ard in the house will make mi feel rather awkward or weird:) haiz... to make thing worst... aku grandma is the most arrogant and oso a damn bias person u can ever find on earth todae.... hw i wish she's not staying wif us :( .... but guess it cant be help sia... my family tree of politics is damn complicated oso... and so aku will juz hav to make the best out of the worst case scenario... and guess me will resort to the theory of the animal game...:) .... where the elephant eat the tiger and the tiger eat the cat and then the cat eat the mouse and finally the mouse will topple the elephant... yeah... so i'm the mouse... and my grandma is the elephant:) wat lies in between will be my parents:) ... haha the good thing is since i'm the zhang sun (eldest grandson in terms of ranking)... and since my grandma is damn bias... so she will dote her zhang sun.... so mi will not be so restricted by my parents and will hav greater freedom....but the prob lies wif all my crafty gu gus... got 5 of them sia... they all try to create prob for my family sia... haiz... then my grandma oso dun quite lik my dad..:( haiz... then there are so many other probs btwn my dad and the elephant.... haiz... but in the long run... although there are some inconvenience, the mouse will still hav the net gain:) yeah... cheers:)

Sunbeam...Gosh:)

well.... its another fruitful and adventerous tuesday tat aku had yesterday.... so many things had happened during my volunteer work at SCS.... hmm... let mi see... hw should i begin.... ok.... yesterday think onli 2 out of the 5 volunteers turn up... the 2 inclusive of myself.... guess the other 3 volunteers all go fly kite le... oso yesterday veri windy meh? y they all go fly kite together?... leaving onli the 2 poor souls at SCS... haiz... but nevertheless the kidsread programme scheduled every tues had to begin... and so yesterday was my more experienced partner Jennifer's turn to lead for the day... this coming tues will be my turn to think and organise...haiz... and so even wif an experienced senior volunteer wif mi, things still go super heywire... and really and seriously muz expect the unexpected... and so yesterday story session was about some colorful blouses, and different colors associated wif it... the aim actually was to introduce the colors to them and familarise the children with it.... but apparently the children are not very interested wif the story...haiz pity my partner... and so the children keep running about... some banging their hands on the table... others run and jump about... some even snatch our volunteer's materials and started disintergrating them.... geez... if onli there's 1 children... of cos such things wont happen.... but there's 15+ over children and onli 2 pairs of volunteer's hands... hw to manage such a chaos? all these is still ok... the worst occurs when the reading part is over and we proceed to the activities tat Jennifer had planned... initially we prepared many photocopies of a picture of a blouse without any colors on it... and the original idea was to let the children cut the color construction papers and glue them on the blank blouse picture to decorate it... and so we were thinking is this feasible? wat if the children mishandle the scissors and end up injuring themselves... so we scrap the idea and change it to crayons instead... so nw the children juz hav to color the blouse wif the crayons.... think its safe? initially mi oso tot is safe enuf... but when the event actually implemented... a lot of unexpected things begin to unfold...

and so... it took 10 mins for the 2 of us to get the children sit down on a chair to start coloring... geez man... when i manage to get 1 rooted to the chair... another 1 stood up and ran around the room.... geez... so its damn hard to even start an activity sia.... but nevertheless after many attempts...cant rem hw many le... the children finally sat down... although still got 1 or 2 still running around, but heck care lah... the volunteer oso human leh... will run out of breath de lor... and so we chop chop start the activity cos a lot of time already wasted on the settling down part... then when they started drawing or rather coloring the picture... another disaster happens sia... the children fight among themselves for the crayons... alamak there are like 5 boxes of crayons, each wif lik 25 crayons in it... cant they choose another color to color first?... y muz all chiong at 1 crayon... and so the peacekeeper volunteers like myself hav to step in to tok crap and smoke some story to let them settle down... and when some children are abt to finish the coloring others are yet even started on a single color sia... and when those tat hav finished had nth to do... they started to throw crayons all around... errm they dun throw 1 by 1... their simply grab a bunch of crayons, stood on the chair and throw them around, worst is tat other children begin to folo this trend and started throwing... and so.... we hav colorful fireworks flying all around in the room... any1 interested to view this colorful fireworks? its a bit dangerous though... :)

and there was a time when mi was guiding them along wif the coloring... mi saw a rather mischevious kid.... sry ah his name has to be kept confidential... but anyways... he lik other children oso started to color the collar of the blouse... but he was a bit naughty... after he finish coloring the collar he started disturbing other children... well he started to use the crayon to draw the neh neh... the nipples... bra and some more saying it out loud... making all the gals sitting at the same table shouting here and there... geez man... to think he's onli 5 years old... then he started saying story lik... the gal... "pointing to the blouse" cut off the gu gu bird of a guy and paste it on her sleeve and so he start to draw the gu gu bird on the sleeve....lol:) and there again all the children will start to scream... walao this makes my eardrum gonna burst sia... anyway all the children there are 4-6 years old.... and so wat can i do?? never mind lor... juz let the kid entertain mi a while cos mi already tiredz out entertaining them.... then he started another crap.... saying if he writes a person's name together with a ghost drawing and then tearing the paper right across the part where the person's name is written, the ghost will come and find them at nite... and so this boy started writing the names of his frens and then tore the paper which he drew all the neh neh and everything... and so when the other children saw tat.. all started writing each other's name and tearing the paper apart... and there goes another paperworks in the sky... pieces of paper ended up everywhere... geez man...

haha guess this entry is super long... still got so many funny thing but is too much to enter all in here... but mi really had an eye-opener and a lots of fun there... so guess next time then i write more abt the activity tat mi gonna organise...definetly wont be anymore crayons... guess the best idea will be origami...its much more safer.. yeah:)

Camiseta Personalizada

must be thinking wat the title of this blog entry is talking abt rite?? hmm... actually mi was oso surprised to saw this in my blog:) so basically when i open my blog to see see, i discover some1 had actually posted a comment in the blog entry "The Recipe" and so mi was surprised and curious to see wat the comment is... and to my surprise again, the comment is of non-english... hmm... so i was wondering... o... there's actually a "special" fren reading my blog.... hmm... so it took mi a while to figure out wat language was this... and its portuguese i think.... haha guess tat portuguese fren oso interested in making cake:)... o... btw... he provided the link to his blog.... his blog was explaning on how to make a t-shirt!! and tats exactly wat the title of this blog entry means... and so mi hav posted the link to his blog under "frens link" in this blog.... guess its rather relevant for those organising FOC and any other camps coming up round the corner or u all can use it to personalise ur own t-shirts ya... sounds cool rite:)....

haha...hope the portuguese fren can understand english... errm guess he would nid a singaporean fren rather... cos the posts are not exactly in english... some are in singlish:) well... mi oso hav tried to translate the comments in portuguese into english and here in the next paragraph is wat it supposed to mean.....( u can view the comments urself and try to decipher it if you know portuguese language...lol:)

Oi, I found yours blog for google the well interesting one I liked this post to you. When to give of the one passed by mine blog, is on personalized t-shirts, shows step by step as to create a well personalized t-shirt way. If you I to want to linkar mine blog in its I would be been thankful, until more and success. (If you speak English can see the version in English of the Personalized T-shirt. If he will be possible add my blog in your blogroll I thankful, bye friend)

ok... so thanks to all who hav viewed my blog... hope u all enjoy it... btw if u all hav any blog links can always update mi so tat mi can post the link... yeah thx all and my portuguese fren...lol:) ok guess mi will update my blog slightly less often...cos mi is chiong-ing my games these few days:) cya all...

The Recipe

yoz... here's the recipe for both the cheese cake and the soft bun.... well the first 2 picture are the reccipe for the cheese cake and the last is for the soft bun.... enjoy:)

PS: click to enlarge the view:)

Guess wat....

well... let aku show u all a few pictures first.... and yeah the bread and the cake is ME made de (cant believe it rite??)... ya right from the basic ingredients like flour and eggs and mixing and the dough and baking and till the final output:) haha the other 2 sets are eileen's and bingz's de... the hands in the photo are oso theirs:) haha all my other frens were surprised when they saw this!! and yeah they commented the bread tasted delicious...humm...they cant taste the chessecake yet... cos it nids to be frozen in the frezer for 5 hours first...

haha is the cheese cake and the bread nice??? haha and below are the pics mi taken after the cheese cake has being kept in the freezer for 5-6 hours... cos muz freeze first if not later the chocolate inside melt then cannot cut properly:)

hmm....coolz rite... haha mi juz cant wait to eat it... and ya if you all interested in knowing the recipe... mi hav the recipe for both the soft bun and the cheese cake.... can giv u all if any1 nids them... yeah... mi indeed enjoy myself during the bakery lesson... and the instructor is oso veri de nice... yeah thx to eileen and bingz for jio-ing mi for this course:).....

PS: mi haven not touch the oven nor flour since my sec 2 days during home economics... haha:)

Experience @ Sunbeam place

hmm.... lately hav been very busy... so onli today is free to blog the events tat happened on tuesday... so... a few of my frens hav asked mi abt the experience at the sunbeam place (a sub division of the SCS, Singapore Children Society) where mi hav been posted for a full time volunteer work.... well if i could still rem wat happened 2 days back... mi knew tat i had learn a lot of things from my volunteer work... but basically... dunno y... but mi is the onli male volunteer at the sunbeam place... and needless to sae... mi is the youngest among all the volunteers and perm staff working there... so let mi recall wat happen durin tat dae.... well mi was shocked and surprised to see tat the children are so young... all are 4-6 years old... and there were abt 30+ of them... and so after we were introduced to the place plus a briefing of wat to do by the CDO, children development officer... we head straight to the MPH to carry out the reading programme for the children... but guess wat?? the children over empower us!! they were simply super damn hyper active... even my eardrums gave way... almost landed myself in the home for the deaf.... geez... so basically they juz run abt and hop and snatch and throw anything tat they can see wif their eyes... even the attendance list tat i'm holding onto oso kena snatched away... folded into paper areoplane and threw around... then if onli 1 or 2-5 children came running ur way... perhaps to attack you... you still can ta han... but if its a swamp of 10+ kids all come rushing towards you... guess tats the end... so mi kena ambushed sia... cos for the reading programme mi sat on the floor with my legs crossed to start the programme and who noes when they saw mi..... all came charging at mi.... and b4 i could figure out wat had happened... the children already hopped from behind my back onto my shoulders... and worst... the other children all oso wan to hop onto my shoulder so they will try to push each other down and all find a chance to hop onto my shoulder... so imagine tat 2 children are hopping on ur shoulder at the same time and fighting over it... geez... then even my laps were not spared... they all came rushing... even got one jump right into my laps and lie down and sleep on my laps sia... and so when the other children saw tat.. all came rushing for my laps... then they were all so "fragile"... mi cant simply push them away... and nidless to sae mi cant shout at them... cos i cant even hear my own voice in their powersful high pitch scream and shoutings.... ya... and so all these went on for an hour... and worst... its damn hard to get their attention sia... so mi hav to learn from the more experienced volunteers sia... some are nurses wif more than 10 years of experience sia... and so mi had a tough but enjoyable time.... well... who would hav an opportunity to hav so many young children rushing at you... some asking u to help them fold aeroplane and some juz simply loves to sleep in ur laps...lol:) ok... guess till next time i will then fill in more details of my volunteer work...:)

buzy, buzy....a quick comparison

hmm... well here's a quick comparison for the 2 backgrounds aku had used for my blog... u may be thinking y on earth is the backgrounds either so white or so black rite? haha cos black and white r my fav color... so guess the next background will oso be either a black or a white... but the 3rd background wont be so fast... cos creating a background would nid a lot of time... so guess maybe hav to wait till the next school break then can do:) .... here's the 2 backgrounds tat mi hav designed and used....

o..btw many things seem to happen altogether 1 shot... mi juz receive my intersem result....yeah was happy over it... heng it never turn out lik the other way i expected... and mi oso juz got a confirmation for my full-time volunteer status at the SCS (Singapore Children Society) beginning tmr... yeah so its nw full time... to be more precise mi was alocated the sunbeam place: a subdivision of the SCS.... hmm... guess they really take a long time to screen my profile and background.... cos i applied for full time status abt a month ago... then i was told to fill a detail form at the interview where my particulars will be sent to some organisation to be screened carefully and to look into my background to see whether mi got any criminal records or any character flaws...... wa... but cant believe they actually took 1 month to screen cos the person in charge told mi she juz receive the clear confirmation last friday.... geez... but guess cant blame... cos afterall the children there are protected by the singapore law... they are kept away from their parents by the law for abt 300-600 days... cos their parents are abusive.. or rather abuse or ill-treat their children... geez... hw come got such parents nwadays de.... but anyway... hope tmr will end up fine.... cos is a reading programme jointly held by NLB and CSC... geez... hope they dun giv mi chinese characters to read to the children...cos chances are mi probably will hav forgotten hw to pronounce the words....lol:) ok shall end here...see whether tmr got any interesting to blog....

the new blacky look

finally....mi hav finished doing a new background for my blog.... think this looks better than my first version... at least this background nw describes mi... the lonewolf, LW.... so to come up wif this background mi had to search for many many pictures... some more nid to hav a black background.... even after i manage to search an appropriate 1.... the dimensions doesnt fit... geez... so the background would end up having weird repetitions of itself, which will be lik so small tat it only covers less than a quarter of the blog... then if its too big... part of the pic will be lost.... geez man... so mafan... so in the end mi decide to create 1 by myself... of cos not ask mi to draw the pics lah... mi not so pro at digital drawing... so mi search for a few background and try to merge them all into 1.... using digital editing still possible for mi...:) and then using the smurge effect and light editing to tune up the misty effect... if not juz put all together will look damn weird... so below are the individual raw pics i used for my blog...

and so perhaps u are wondering where do aku got all these images from.... mi got them from http://www.deviantart.com/ and mi stongly recommend this site... its my fav site for very artistic pictures... simply excellent... then after tat u hav to upload ur final combined pieces to this host site to generate a url for ur blog... http://imageshack.us/ and ah ha... mi had this pic tat originally wanted to use it as the background but had a tough time thinking of wat font color to use... cos this pic contains several color... then would require a suitable font color for the blog enteries... if not will the words will be hardly visible.... and so this pic which is again frm deviantART is this... (looks cool and inspirational to mi...lol:)

ok nw a bit tired... think tmr then continue to blog.....