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haiz.... sometimes... when you yearn tat hw good if exams are over... then u can chiong this game or can shop or watch anime or serials until crazy... but when the day really comes... dunno y its juz happens tat the drive is no longer there... haiz... nowadays think.. i too bored and keep havin a lot of craps going on in my mind:)

haiz... for example.. my buddy ask.. wats the best present to giv?? cos he got a headache trying to think of wat presents to get... and my reply... the best gift to giv... blood.... haha cos tats wat the tv blood advertisements always say... giv blood... its the best gift you can give:) haha but of cos its a joke... dun giv me blood during my bdae ok... but anw... by the time my bdae comes.. think mi would most prob hav graduated and may hav lost touch wif my uni frens:) hopefully tats not the case...

A fren is hard to come by... a close fren is even hard to get... a true fren is priceless....sooo... "Do not walk behind mi...cos I may not lead...also do not walk in front of mi... cos I may not follow... juz walk beside me and be my fren..."
Acknowlegement: from my sec NCC fren. yong kuan:)

hmm... thinking back... 4 years in NTU... had quite a number of frens... cant really say a lot... but still okok... but some are juz normal frens... some are close... and some are really true frens... but its oso sad to see some tat are juz.... haiz dunno wat to desribe... anw.. was veri touched a few days ago by an action tat a fren did.... think indeed my foresight is never wrong... she's indeed a true fren...lol:) errm... ok think i daydream too much again...ok better get back to my FYP....grr...I hate you..FYP... y u make my december hols so miserable???

Yeah back again with more Crap

hmm... its the exam period... and reading every1's blog... all complaining abt exam fever... lol:) haha but for mi... when its the exam period... u will get to see the real side of reeve... errm i not refering to the fishmonger side:) but the real reeve who is foc... (full of crap) especially when he study too much and will start toking nonsence and crapping:)

so started a crap tat regards to BGR... wat would u do when ur bf keeps bullying u? and for some reason u dun want to leave him and keeps on absorbing the bullying (which I cannot understand y the gal dun want to leave him... cos she love him too much???... mai lai la.... where got such crap 1... unless the gal loves to get bullied and beaten...lol... if really got such a weird gal... remember to introduce to mi hor....lol:) dun be mistaken,... its not tat I wnat a gf tat loves to be bullied and I can bully her... its I really need to enlighten her hw to help herself in this type of situation... lol (again throwing crap to cover another crap),....

so back to the qn... wat to do if u got bullied by ur bf??? simple... faster marry him... cos once married... u can bully ur bf back... he cant do anything cos he already invested a bomb on the diamond ring... wat to do... lan lan....lol:)

so for the guy if u r stuck in this case.. let mi help u out... dun get married unless u r damn rich... so tat u can afford to throw away the diamond ring to avoid urself being bullied... especially if u hav been bullying ur gf b4 marriage... but however if u r a common average guy like mi who cant afford to throw away the diamond ring... dun wry... I oso have another crap idea... errm sry its not a crap idea... its veri useful if u folo it closely....

************ if u r a gal********* pls stop reading from this part onwards...lol:)******

to save money on the diamond ring and the marriage here is a few good suggestion... its especially useful in the poor economic days like now....

1) propose to ur gf with an old ring tat u buy from the pasa malam... rem the older it is the better this mtd will work.... and if ur gf looks veri shocked at the old ring... you juz hav to say this sentence..."This is my family heirdom... I beg veri veri veri hard to my grandma... until she finally agree to part with it so tat I can propose to u with this ring....." lol:).... of cos dun laugh when u proposing to make it look real la... in this way u save a huge sum of $$$$$

of cos buy the ring from pasa malam oso muz ensure its super old and best if got some chip off here and there...lol and most importantly... dun buy an old ring tat has another 100 identical replicates of it in the pasa malam.... otherwise u will end up wif a red palm on ur face:) so look for 1 really old one and its the 1 and onli 1 left...lol.... then of cos muz spend some money to package it nicely in a small box... dun complain abt spending on the box... u get to save more compared to buying the dunno how many hundred thousand dollars of diamond ring....lol:)

2)the wedding banquet veri expensive hor... dun wry.. mi got another soln.... search on9 for a second hand wedding banquet... those tat other couples throw in at veri low prices cos they cant make it in the last minute or either those couples tat broke up when the gf realise the stupid bf is using the pasa malam ring trick to propose to her....lol:)

haha then book tat last min second hand wedding banquet... and of cos when ur gf suddenly looks veri puzzled and ask u y u book the banquet so early?? simply use this sentence to win her over... " o... cos the fengshui master say we should marry at this particular day... so our marriage will last more sweet and happy tats y i chose such an early date"..... haha:)

haha so basically u can save a hell lot of $$$$$ leh... good idea hor....
haha again crap from Reeve9.com

and ok back to study:)
bleh boredzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

To the special one.......

Finally... it the 99th Post!!!... It has been a long way since the 1st post.......Yeah thx to all my readers for the support these years....:) and for those who knows wat I'm thinking... this would be the best song for mi at this moment... and once again thx all:)

Its embedded in the background... the controls is at the bottom of the page
hmm... juz realise sometimes dunno y the bg music fails to play.... anw in tat case, the title of the music is 我还想她 by 林俊杰:)

$106

haiz... who says if nothing happen on the 21st of the month, then everything will be safe? haiz... mi juz had a disaster that happened on the 22nd.... apparently... think its a disaster tat I would forever remember... at least for the next few months...grrr....

well... it happened tat I forgot to keep my new lap top's AC adaptor.... and apparently after 5 hours, when I return back to the discussion room.... its gone!!! so I was thinking, who the hell will kapo my AC adaptor (the power cable)... cos u cant do anything wif juz the power cable.....!!!! then for wat u take my cable... left mi wif no power for my lap top and cant do my stuff......!!!!!

so went back today, and check wif the lost and found... apparently no positive news... the CCTV apparently oso failed to capture the culprit.... haiz... so wat to do??? lan lan hav to buy a new AC adaptor... at first tot it would be ard 10 dollars plus, if not at most 20 plus dollars.... and wat the hell it turned out to be ONE HUNDRED AND SIX DOLLARS!!!!!......

arr...looks like mi hav no choice but to eat bread... and to the damn idiot who kapo my power cable..:"dun wry, mi wont curse u de, u wont get any tumor or broken leg or hands.... JUZ WISH tat u can live longer and up to 100 years or even more so that ur things can get kapo by others... and even time to suffer the pain of losing ur most impt stuff!!!! and hope tat u have to eat bread like mi for this 100 years...grrr"

haiz... the worst thing.... despite it cost $106... it still needs about 2 weeks to deliver the new cable to mi!!!!... wa lao think I dun need to use my lappy for 2 weeks le.. sobz:(

给我一首歌的时间 -周杰伦

hmm.... a nice song... think 1 of my fav song in the whole album... overall the album is good.. abt 8.0/10:) haha although mi is a hardcore fan but nobody makes life realistic.... so cant afford it:)

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^^&$^&%*&%*#!$^ DU LAN !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"I noe this will not work... tat will not work...".... then bloody hell wat thing u think will work... think I so smart meh... can think of a perfect design tat confirm will work... F lah..... some more so high expectations.... onli want breakthroughs and ground breaking ideas... then go and find a dean list or a PG lah... wa lao... I did so hard and read so many journals.... to came up with feasible ideas and designs... then in the end 1 sentence ends it all : "I noe this cannot work... tat cannot work"... so negative sia... never even encourage ur student.... wat the hell... some more set damn high standards... other ppl doing parameters changing and characterisation... mi?? need to design and some more need a break through design... come on lah use ur brain can anot.. if I can come up with a perfect design I will be featured in the journals and taking over ur seat le lah... muz think feasibly mah... mi FYP student leh... of cos my ideas and design cannot be ground breaking... obviously will take ideas and merge to form the best...then muz encourage the student to think further and upgrade or provide directions but in the end dun wan this dun wan tat... say this will fail tat will fail.... and not novel enuf... F* man.......

juz F* man... curse she fall down and injured herself, best get choke on fishball and die lah... so negative and unappreciative and high demanding person... %$^$%&$&$

yeah its blue coral

hmm.... juz happened to pass by sweet talk today... and was amazed to see the blue coral flavor bubble tea:).... was wondering hw would it taste like... and was oso veri sianz from the mango bubble milk tea flavor... so decided to take the risk....

well... in the end the taste is not bad... although a bit unique but still suit my taste...lol:) haha will buy it again if I ever to pass by the causeway point sweet talk again....

Its already veri late....

haiz... hav an urge to blog... but at a loss of words to type.... think its quite hard to describe wat I'm feeling and thinking at the moment... shd be happy but oso quite sad... but no choice... some things u let go le hav to let go all the way... shdnt still hav feeling tangling to it ma... eer... but anw i think it takes time... not so easy to forget things.. (although a lot of ppl complain tat my memory cmi...lol) ... well y banging on the same tree when the tree is made of titanium... shd take a detour... if not will forever stuck there... but tats a titanium tree!!! of cos it takes time to bang it down but juz tat dunno hw much time it will take... but again its a pity if I miss the other trees as well... so detour? or pitstop?

haiz... so next.. my idiot lappy now has finally became the most energy saving lappy in the world.... cos it wont consume a single watt of power anymore.... its already dead and exploded.... so tat left mi no choice but to share wif my bro, his lappy... and guess hav to source for new lappy asap...

Its TIME to COMPLAIN AGAIN !!!!

haha first lets celebrate that I survived the dreadful ordeal....tat is having adv rxn and design mid term both on the same day!!!.... wa seriously... its damn stressful... but heng got 2 lucky factors.... 1) the adv rxn lecturer a bit cmi... so tats y he cant set chim qns... then he set standard qns oso set wrongly....wth.... 2) heng the design dun need to memorise much... mostly is concept and application....haha tats my favorite....

okok start the main topic for this blog entry.... if u think u hav encountered the worst lecturer in ur uni life.... read the following to see hw bad can it be.....

1) the lecturer set qns for the mid term oso set wrongly... ask us to calculate something but under-specified the question... like calculate conversion, X but forgot to giv V... so after the quiz... this is his respond... "errm if u all realise... the V is not given... so u cannot calculate the X... therefore juz say the V is not given and cant solve X"..... geez..... esp when after we cracked our brain to think hw the hell to solve.....

2) then another classic case... in the quiz... the value of fraction of smth is given as 0.94%... so my fren in the quiz asked the lecturer... u mean 0.94% is less than 1%??? ...(cos its sounds like its a trick qn... was thinking tat perhaps the lecturer want us to tot tat its 94% instead of 0.94%...) in the end the lecturer himself says..oops actually i meant 94%... but i type wrongly as 0.94%.... geez....

3) then the most ultimate thing comes.... hv u ever in ur uni life...onli hav 20 plus slides to study for EXAM for a particular lecturer...no rite??... he'e ths first... damn slack sia.... everything covered for the mid term quiz...he say the exam wont come out le... so onli left the newest and last set of notes.... which is abt 20 slides and worth 30% in final... the other 70% is from the other co-lecturer.....

4) haiz.. and the best thing is got 1 hour left after the quiz... suppose to teach tat last and onli 30% notes... but he teach the first 3 slides... then he end the lecture... where its onli like 5 mins into the lecture... and throw the remaining to after recess and crash into another co-lecturer time to teach his part.... haiz.... hw slack could it be.... but its ok wif mi... I oso can end lecture early...lol...

5) everytime without fail... he teach his lecture... nobody will understand wat he teaching( this sounds common rite???..) yes its true if the lecturer is teaching some chim chim stuff.... but for him... when he teaches those easy stuff... he oso mess everything up...... all the students get the correct ans... but he get the wrong 1... jia lat....

6) and the remaining r the common stuff tat u can find in cmi lecturers tats all lumped together...like the lecture notes totally cmi.... skip steps ah... chui expanations..... and so on and so forth.... sianz... but heng the module is wat I like... otherwise think its hell man....

ok enuf of complaining...hope a miracle will change him some day:)

Its TIME to GOSSIP AGAIN....lol

haha was shocked to hear abt the "news"..... lol:) was thinking how on earth could this be possible???? think the gal muz hav been drugged or hypnotised.....geez.... lol...nevertheless... it created a big hoo ha in CBE:) anw hope for that "lucky" guy get wat he wants... it can oso "save" many other ppl in the process...lol (think mi a bit cruel....lol:))

haha cant reveal in too great details...lol otherwise later got ppl say that the info is leaked out via my blog....(which happened last time....sry...didnt noe got other ppl reading my blog....) hmm... so mi is trying to gather as many updates as possible.... for those who got new updates pls update mi oso!!!!....lol:)

一直都在 (爱在你左右插曲)

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lol...I'm back to square 1 again

after 1 big round... i'm back to square 1.... haha but its within my predictions... so its ok:) the news may came to be very sad for me...but haha have been used to unpleasant days... so somehw it doesnt affect mi too much:) well at least i'm back to my original state... yeah cheers to LW status:)

if...forward???....got backward???

arrrr.....its been dunno hw many hours..... busy for the whole weekend.... so many things to do... especially when there FYP keep hanging in my mind... juz like a time bomb...lol:)

have been coding the matlab for the adv rxn tut.... haiz....it if loop and forward loops here and there.... think i used like 10 plus loops.... loop until I almost got lost in the loop..... haha then darren suddenly ask mi abt matlab coding.... and whether is there a manual to folo and whether I can lend him the matlab manual....lol... if there's a manual to folo wat to key in then I wont be lost in the loops:) haha so I told him only got F1 button and trial and error experience.... no manual de....lol

well there's oso another issue in my mind... but guess no point toking it now.... cos gotta go slp... if not tmr cant wake up early for the rxn lecture.... so sianz of sch.... where r all my buddies and soulmates and close frens???? lets go chiong.... and yeah saw the newspaper... the thai disco clubbing sounds rox!!!! who interested to accompany mi go???? I sponsor u all 25% of ur drinks!!!....lol:)

hmm.....maybe I shd jio my god sis there this tuesday.... since its her birthday.... but hopefully my schedule is not as packed on tues... ah shit... forgot wed morning got FYP...arrrghhhh...sucks!!!....lol:)

Yeah so shiok!!

haha for the first time in dunno hw many donkey years, finally my time table looks a bit more humane:) haha where lessons typically end ard 3pm and its like onli 2.5 study weeks....haaaaaa.... but got 1 super mafan thingi....the FYP!!! haiz tats y i'm now stuck in this library trying to find journals abt this topic.... aiyo trying to create 3D of that something when there's onli 2D possible in this world.... sounds challenging... but luckily its in my interest.... haha hopefully can find some breakthrough then dun nid to work and can earn big bucks by juz selling my discovery:)

Haiz although the time table is super shiok but its a bit crazy oso.... especially on odd weeks... where i go sch juz to attend 1 hour tutorial and spent 3 hours on the travelling to sch....geez:) haiz...tats 1 of the disadvantage sia.... haiz another would be miss out on my dear frens and coral... juz saw her today again... haiz somehw feels tat she's left alone....but wat to do?... think its still early in the semester, think by the mid of the semester things will change a bit... perhaps then it will be me then tat will be left alone...lol:)

haiz.....fyp ar... arr...saw kangman... tot he say he going home? hw come pop out at the lib? hmm....ok guess better stop blogging and get on wif my serious fyp stuff ya....serious work wor...lol:)

Nice guy? No more!!

think its getting me veri tired of being a nice guy... some times too nice others will take it for granted and think its better to be cold and cruel, think tat would suit my character better, ya think tat will be the way.... too noce onli myself will get hurt... y muz i be the one to receive everything n think so much for others... aiya juz think for myself can le.... makes my life simpler

cheers to my new character.

Haiz....dunno wat I'm doing:(

haiz.... dunno wat I'm doing.... some how everything I do nwadays seems wrong... this wrong tat oso wrong.... people losing confidence and trust in me... and turning from optimistic to pessimistic... haiz.... sounds a bit of a failure....

some times have to be serious.... cos when I joke at times, some ppl may take it as i'm serious... and haiz then will kena misunderstandings.... but some time too serious oso veri bored.... where's the balance? some issues others may take it lightly, some may take it veri seriously... some worst may even condemn u....well....

haiz..things juz cant be as easy and simple as I think.... simple things can lead to big problems... haiz..wat am I thinking??? think I muz be possessed by my "buddies"..... haiz whatever it seems... hope everything ends nicely... too angelic?? come on lah reeve... wake up... think in wonderland meh? where got everything end happily ever after de? kena condemn than got lor....

石欣卉 - 我知道我变漂亮了

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hmm...this is the main song from 一切完美.... will be playing this music as the main blog bg music for ard a week b4 switching back to my original bg music.....

P.S. for free downloads and oso other related songs to the show...go
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haha although I never watched a single episode of the show b4... i still find this song not bad... quite nice...:) haiz..if onli I have the time to watch the show hw good.....

Itssssssssss school againn...grr

haiz....y its sch again? really cant get used to sch life... think slack too much at shanghai le... first day attend lecture already fall asleep...lol:) haha but its great to meet up with some of my best frens and classmates... some 1 year never see them le...some 6 months... hmm...they all look same same still.... never changed much... all still got 1 head and two hands and two legs...lol:) was hoping to see some aliens....lol... life's too bored....

muz find some entertainment.... hw good if got psp... can play while I'm bored.... haiz see the lecture notes makes me feel veri stupid.... dunno too long never study or wat... some hw see the notes will get dizzy and lullabye.... and I miss shanghai too much le.... I wanna my ma la tang and most impt...where's my massage?????.... my body and joints aching le......

haiz...y throw mi so fast into reality...shd extend my IA for another 1 year.....lol:)

When all hope seems lost....

haha when all hopes seems lost... there comes a new light!!!

got my favorite game to play.... plus my hello panda...waa.. what can 1 ask for....lol...

hmm....have been playing for many hours le....

hopefully the longer I play the faster my fever will be gone...lol..although it doesnt make much sense:)

haha any1 wanna accompany mi to play Devil May Cry 4???...all are welcome:)....hmm....looks like devil can oso cry...haha..oops!!..*there's already a real life eg...lol:)

Haiz....too late...everything has gone to waste

hmm....think i'm again late by a step.....
haiz...think its the 21st curse.... juz realise she got another person in mind.. haiz everything I did so far has gone to waste....hw come I did the same thing but never get the same response as the other guy??????? Is it the wrong time? or is it my destiny???
well.... think this is my destiny:(

haiz... the most appropriate song to describe my feelings nw...
uploaded it and guess it shd be playing as the backgrd music....
P.S. the title is 开不了口 by Jay Chou... (the bg music often changes depending on the latest entry)

Lonewolfz identity is fading....

It has been a week...... I still cant stop thinking of her...haiz..shit... think my lonewolfz perserverence is going down... but its juz cant be helped... what am I doing????

Come on... sch gonna start in less than 2 weeks time... muz wake up!!!! ....but she's the ideal coral... everything juz fits the picture... understanding, caring, nice, humerous, chio... except tat she got a slight chance of mood swing... haiz...what am I doing again????

Think this is my struggling period...hopefully the struggle will be over b4 sch starts... if not I dunno hw to face her in sch.... haiz... what is this man... y muz the god be playing such a joke on me.... geez....

*slap *slap... wake up wake up!!!!

Tiring.....

whoo.... finally repaired my blog... had a hard time figuring out wats the problem with the mp3... hw come my blog become music-less again... so it all boils down the web-host failure...geez... the filenanny has collapsed... haiz..so no choice have to host the files at another host site...

so nw might as well get a new background sound... haha this music doesnt really suit the theme of this blog...but who cares... i juz love it can le...lol...

hmm.... later gotta meet my da sao...hmm... another channel 5 session for mi... have to endure through... haha formal meeting....no choice... hmm...hope coral is channel 8 speaking... will die for me with a channel 5... confirm will have a lot of communication barrier wif coral...lol...haiz nwadays youngsters all speak ang mo... hmm...sounds tough for mi....

haiz...back in sg for more than a week le i guess?.... but still got so many things for mi to do... and the stupid report shit still have to do... haiz the temasek is really troublesome... cant they make my life simpler... do volunteer work already very mafan le... still hav to submit report....

haiz... so many days le... still haven get to eat all the singapore food... think too lazy to go out makan le... and the food oso very ex... haiz if onli I have the 麻辣烫 with me now..... i wanna go back shanghai.....

My GIP memories part 4 - last few moments b4 every1 leaves....

our last household picture....
where chuzhen will leave shanghai on the 17th... zhen zhi on the 19th.... evon on the 21st.... jasmine on the 26th, mi and cm on the 30th...
good bye all...and muz meet up in SG and in sch wor!!!

our last dinner.....

haiz.... all gone... left onli mi, evon and jas....
the last dinner for evon in shanghai...

and sooner or later....my turn is gonna come...
left 6 days... and I'm definetly not looking forward to it....
I WANT to stay IN SHANGHAI !!!!!!!

My GIP memories part 3 - zheng zhou, luo yang

haha this part of my memory got too many pics le...too much until i a bit sianz to upload...
so if any1 wants to see the photos can look for mi when i'm back in sg.....

but anw, this is one of the longest trip tat I have went, a total of 5 days.... and is my second last trip for my stay in shanghai.... the last being the trip to hangzhou which I will be going on the 27 and 28th june with my fren, kel, bingz, dash and qing ning.

My GIP past memories 2 - Suzhou Trip

yeah this is another memory of mine... days tat I went suzhou....
had a great 3 day suzhou trip...
and thx to GIP-suzhou frens tat invited us over to their homes.


here's the pagoda.... forgot wats the name le....:)




the view from the top of the pagoda...after we climbed all the way up....shack sia...lol


tats mi and dash


the sampam ride:)




the making of silk..... machines to thread the cocoons



all the cocoons ready to be threaded into silk....


the cocoon...



the city shopping town in suzhou


omg... wa happened to this qi zai? the head kena burnt?


tats, dash, yan san and darren


some olden catapult...


the defence wall in suzhou....


haha the super heavy rocks tats used for the catapult....


arrgh... 1 person not enuf strength.... this chain winds up the main bricked gates....


yeah more ppl easier load....

haha another jump shot....

cute cute doggy:)

Past Memories Part 1- My first Step in Shanghai....

these were precious memories and it will forever be part of it in my life time happiest days...

times flies when we have to say goodbye to each other... when 1 by 1 of my dear housemates leaves...

so we have a few recall sessions of our first day in shanghai.... was a great moment... was thinking back at tat time mi was no close to cz, evon and zz.. but nw they r nw my closest frens.... and its really a nice and sweet experience...

1000 cheers to block 76, 1301 unit ppl!!!!

so here's some pics of the first day in shanghai, and in our apartment....

yeah, this is cm, mi, evon and chu zhen.....

the cruel fate of the poker cards........

haha cos we choose our room based on the smallest card ... so each pair will draw 2 cards at random, then cz and evon drew one ace hearts and one 2 2 spade...omg tats super small... then jas and zz drew one ace and one 3 diamond... tats oso like 4 points onli.... mi and cm is the last pair to draw... and geez... its so difficult to draw less than 3 points!!!!

so cm drew a card and its 3 hearts... and mi could onli have ace or joker( joker is 0 points) and the probability of tat happening is practically...1%.... so haiz in the end i drew a 4 hearts which is oso very small ...but still not small enuf...

in the end no choice...mi and cm gotta take the smallest bedroom.... but we still enjoy our days...lol... small room oso got its advantage de...lol... easier to clean...lol:)

this is the second biggest room... jas and zz....

let us take a good slp on the biggest room- the master bedroom first....so shiok..

the righful owner of the master bedroom....:)

Haiz....

well.... sometimes... even ur closest frens oso can make u sad...
haiz... not to speak of soulmates... think its juz human.... things cant always be wat u think....
always tot frens tat r my normal frens would juz be a normal fren forever.. but nevertheless, some of my normal frens hav became my closest frens... juz a bit short of the level for soulmate... and likewise some soulmates somehw dunno wat happen to them.... think perhaps too close then taking things for granted ba...

well... haiz was a bit sianz? sad? or perhaps a bit bo chap of wats going to happen next le... juz fortunate enough tat at this pt in time, i hav discover more true frens... those tat really think in my shoes....

so... anyway haha I juz shun qi zi ran.... shall not bother myself with all these thinking too much le... and indeed after I read so many horoscope, be it in china or sg, or says the same thing... tat i'm suppose to be a lonewolf who loves to walk alone....lol:)

Another Drawing...

yeah here's another picture of the FSN (Fate Stay Night) anime-RIN tat I have drawn...

took mi 3 days each with a couple of hours....

here's the drawing process....

haha mi too bored here le... tats y started drawing...

here veri sianz... the xbox360 is not launched in china, so tats y cant buy any games here to play...

My thoughts...

It juz happened sometimes...
I juz cant explained it.....
But I noe hw I feel and y i felt so....
Juz tat it didnt giv mi a good impression....

I noe the issue is perfectly right...
but I juz dont like the way it is....
perhaps I thinking too much
or is it my true inner self....

sometimes I let it go....
but it came returning back to mi...
and everytime it come back...
it leaves a more negative thought in mi...

will this be the end of reeve...
or will this create a new hope...
y cant i juz dun think abt it....
and let it disappear on its on..

this has been always pulling mi back...
i juz cant break it through...
perhaps its my personality..
tat y i'm more sensitive...

wat appears to be mi...
is onli the better side of mi...
i cant imagine myself....
when the bad side overwhelms....

hopefully I can clear everything...
and abandon my beliefs...
with no right or wrong thinking..
then i can truly be free....

Longed to be Free....



-Reeve-

What am I doing?

yes... firstly... my IA final report has finally completed... yes!!! ... no more headaches and formatting and editing... can finally play at ease... juz tat there's 1 more stupid oral exam which i may give it a miss? haha like tat then i will fail my exchange program...lol... haiz think juz go for the sake of going..show show face... cant do too many wrong things le....

hmm.... recently oso cant really figure wat am i doing... or rather to be more exact.. wat am i thinking... haiz.. there r so many things tat are obviously wrong.. but i still go ahead and do... (haha i not refering to skipping lessons.... tat i think is still valid... as in y bother to go to sch so early where u noe u will fall aslp in lecture.. might as well spend the time at home and make good use of it to do the reports..lol)....

but haiz... things tat r wrong but I'm still doing... dunno wat will happen to mi in the end... while thing tat r right I heck care... geez think I muz be mad.... perhaps its no choice... the envt shapes me into the condition tat I need to go to the evil side... trying to get into the light but somehw the dark is too tempting... not easy to get out... will suffer a great loss....

well... and there's some other things tat I noe i need to do... but I never do.... keep bo chap impt things that r around mi... haiz think this is the hidden side of GIP... not onli u get to experience a lot of things but as well exposed to other negative thinkings...

hopefully i am able to sort things out at a faster rate... keep missing the things at their most crucial moments... and hope tat I can get into the light....

o... where's the light... help guide the senses of the rat... the rat is not god... will get loss oso hor...

Its a long long story.....

haiz... it has been a long time since i have blogged... and there is too many things happening over here.... oya for those who manage to saw mi back in SG a few weeks back... thx for the accompany... although i understand u all still got exams and some still on IA... haha but i still feel its a great trip back....errm somehw some1 gonna say i'm crazy again...think tats dunno hw many times...lol:)

ok an update of wat i'm up to these few weeks...

firstly of cos i went to travel ard china.... when to many places... suzhou, luoyang and perhaps some others that i cant remember le....:)

haha as for the pics i think i got time then upload... but u all can take a view at a friend of mine's blog... she got put some pics....
http://ahlongz.blogspot.com

next followed up is the politics, and yeah as expected, mi is the middle man... haiz finally understood the pains of a middleman... its not easy task...but hope everything is fine....

so well me struggling wif my IA report... plus 2 essays... and will onli be free after the 23rd of June.... (the deadline of my IA report).... geez suppose to be the 30th lor... GIP ppl 1 week later than the rest, hw can submit same time as other ppl...no veri fair lor..... where got time to chiong finish..haiz dunno wat the sch tinking....

ok if any1 got anything to ask mi can go ahead....anything except 2 issues... first is the politics here, second is abt coral..ok?

till the next post....
cyaz all

My volunteer work in Shanghai....

well.... mi gotta do volunteer work every alternate sat.... the other alternate sat mi gotta go fudan for lessons... so all my sat are burnt...lol.... so far went there 3 times le...

well this is a requirement for the LEaRN scholarship... but it never specify hw many hrs... so we begin to source for the volunteer work ourselves.... found 1 veri "backward" pri sch... so we gave english lessons for the kids there... and its really on our own... 2-3 volunteers to a class....

haha mi hav to speak proper english then... oso hav to crack my brain on hw to write the respective chinese words out for the kids to learn english...

its a veri backward sch... back to my old memories... using chalk oard and chalks to write... haha really reminds mi of the past... when the teacher always throw chalks at mi....:)

ok enugh said... shall let the pics do the talking... oya the students here respect us the teachers a lot... but they oso super active... really hav to speak veri loud:)... soretroat....

hmm....the look of the corridor....

the back of the classroom....

the gate.... see hw backward the sch is.... hmm...

their field.... the class roooms r juz at the perimeter...

its their break time....

woo...haha took the toilet view... all open concept wor....both for solid and liquid waste... onli two flush..one at the extreme left corner and the other extreme right corner... si I guess the flush shd be power enuf to flush all the shit to the center whole ba....lol

yeah cheese:) see the buildings behind...tat roughly hw the area in this "neighbourhood" looks like.... tats mi, guo rong, shiqi, and haha apparently darren at the back:)

yeah! can see mi in the middle... here's the class P4 tat mi, cm and yu xin took.... the class super big sia....:)

ok tats all till nw:)

really had a wonderful and enjoyable time at the sch:)

looking forward to the sat:)