It juz happened sometimes...
I juz cant explained it.....
But I noe hw I feel and y i felt so....
Juz tat it didnt giv mi a good impression....
I noe the issue is perfectly right...
but I juz dont like the way it is....
perhaps I thinking too much
or is it my true inner self....
sometimes I let it go....
but it came returning back to mi...
and everytime it come back...
it leaves a more negative thought in mi...
will this be the end of reeve...
or will this create a new hope...
y cant i juz dun think abt it....
and let it disappear on its on..
this has been always pulling mi back...
i juz cant break it through...
perhaps its my personality..
tat y i'm more sensitive...
wat appears to be mi...
is onli the better side of mi...
i cant imagine myself....
when the bad side overwhelms....
hopefully I can clear everything...
and abandon my beliefs...
with no right or wrong thinking..
then i can truly be free....
Longed to be Free....
-Reeve-
Saturday, May 24, 2008
What am I doing?
yes... firstly... my IA final report has finally completed... yes!!! ... no more headaches and formatting and editing... can finally play at ease... juz tat there's 1 more stupid oral exam which i may give it a miss? haha like tat then i will fail my exchange program...lol... haiz think juz go for the sake of going..show show face... cant do too many wrong things le....
hmm.... recently oso cant really figure wat am i doing... or rather to be more exact.. wat am i thinking... haiz.. there r so many things tat are obviously wrong.. but i still go ahead and do... (haha i not refering to skipping lessons.... tat i think is still valid... as in y bother to go to sch so early where u noe u will fall aslp in lecture.. might as well spend the time at home and make good use of it to do the reports..lol)....
but haiz... things tat r wrong but I'm still doing... dunno wat will happen to mi in the end... while thing tat r right I heck care... geez think I muz be mad.... perhaps its no choice... the envt shapes me into the condition tat I need to go to the evil side... trying to get into the light but somehw the dark is too tempting... not easy to get out... will suffer a great loss....
well... and there's some other things tat I noe i need to do... but I never do.... keep bo chap impt things that r around mi... haiz think this is the hidden side of GIP... not onli u get to experience a lot of things but as well exposed to other negative thinkings...
hopefully i am able to sort things out at a faster rate... keep missing the things at their most crucial moments... and hope tat I can get into the light....
o... where's the light... help guide the senses of the rat... the rat is not god... will get loss oso hor...
hmm.... recently oso cant really figure wat am i doing... or rather to be more exact.. wat am i thinking... haiz.. there r so many things tat are obviously wrong.. but i still go ahead and do... (haha i not refering to skipping lessons.... tat i think is still valid... as in y bother to go to sch so early where u noe u will fall aslp in lecture.. might as well spend the time at home and make good use of it to do the reports..lol)....
but haiz... things tat r wrong but I'm still doing... dunno wat will happen to mi in the end... while thing tat r right I heck care... geez think I muz be mad.... perhaps its no choice... the envt shapes me into the condition tat I need to go to the evil side... trying to get into the light but somehw the dark is too tempting... not easy to get out... will suffer a great loss....
well... and there's some other things tat I noe i need to do... but I never do.... keep bo chap impt things that r around mi... haiz think this is the hidden side of GIP... not onli u get to experience a lot of things but as well exposed to other negative thinkings...
hopefully i am able to sort things out at a faster rate... keep missing the things at their most crucial moments... and hope tat I can get into the light....
o... where's the light... help guide the senses of the rat... the rat is not god... will get loss oso hor...
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Its a long long story.....
haiz... it has been a long time since i have blogged... and there is too many things happening over here.... oya for those who manage to saw mi back in SG a few weeks back... thx for the accompany... although i understand u all still got exams and some still on IA... haha but i still feel its a great trip back....errm somehw some1 gonna say i'm crazy again...think tats dunno hw many times...lol:)
ok an update of wat i'm up to these few weeks...
firstly of cos i went to travel ard china.... when to many places... suzhou, luoyang and perhaps some others that i cant remember le....:)
haha as for the pics i think i got time then upload... but u all can take a view at a friend of mine's blog... she got put some pics....
http://ahlongz.blogspot.com
next followed up is the politics, and yeah as expected, mi is the middle man... haiz finally understood the pains of a middleman... its not easy task...but hope everything is fine....
so well me struggling wif my IA report... plus 2 essays... and will onli be free after the 23rd of June.... (the deadline of my IA report).... geez suppose to be the 30th lor... GIP ppl 1 week later than the rest, hw can submit same time as other ppl...no veri fair lor..... where got time to chiong finish..haiz dunno wat the sch tinking....
ok if any1 got anything to ask mi can go ahead....anything except 2 issues... first is the politics here, second is abt coral..ok?
till the next post....
cyaz all
ok an update of wat i'm up to these few weeks...
firstly of cos i went to travel ard china.... when to many places... suzhou, luoyang and perhaps some others that i cant remember le....:)
haha as for the pics i think i got time then upload... but u all can take a view at a friend of mine's blog... she got put some pics....
http://ahlongz.blogspot.com
next followed up is the politics, and yeah as expected, mi is the middle man... haiz finally understood the pains of a middleman... its not easy task...but hope everything is fine....
so well me struggling wif my IA report... plus 2 essays... and will onli be free after the 23rd of June.... (the deadline of my IA report).... geez suppose to be the 30th lor... GIP ppl 1 week later than the rest, hw can submit same time as other ppl...no veri fair lor..... where got time to chiong finish..haiz dunno wat the sch tinking....
ok if any1 got anything to ask mi can go ahead....anything except 2 issues... first is the politics here, second is abt coral..ok?
till the next post....
cyaz all
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